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Elflady
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[DASH=#990033]Irmelin stood deep in thought, her normally cheerful face closed and concerned, leaning her elbows against the railing to the pen were a herd of horses grazed peacefully. The wind blowing from the east smelled of rain and played with the tall grass and Irmelin's long copper hair as she ignored her duties for the moment enjoying the calm before the storm. Her mind was a single mess of thoughts, a knot in her stomach that grew as the night approached, she knew what she wanted but still she didn't know if she were prepared to give up her life for her wish.</SPAN>
Biting her lip Irmelin turned her hazel eyes to the sky were black clouds loomed in the horizon promising another spring storm as soon as tomorrow. She felt somehow connected to the storm although she feared the sheer power of it, the weather portrayed her own turmoil inside but it was also free to let the pressure out and change from chaos to peace. </SPAN></SPAN>
She hated the feeling of being stuck here forever, married to a man she felt nothing for and yet she loved the small village and her family and that made her torn between what she wanted and what her parents thought right for her. She hadn't much time left to decide she knew, the yearly festival celebrating the end of winter and the new life that came with spring started tonight and would end in three days time. In the chaos during the festival she would be more likely to sneak away unhindered as all the villagers would be on the main square and she could slip away in the dark while they were too busy drinking.</SPAN></SPAN>
She had even prepared a small pack that she had hidden under her bed, as the oldest sister still living at home she had her own small bedroom where her secret was safe, but it was a source of worry anyway. A part of her didn't want to acknowledge the fact that she actually had prepared for her escape and the fact that tonight, the first eve of the festival, was the best time to get away unnoticed.</SPAN></SPAN>
Sighing deeply Irmelin kneaded her forehead, a headache starting to bloom but she ignored it as she headed for the stable to continue her work before her father saw her slacking off again. Starting to muck out the stalls Irmelin tried to not think about what to do but the thought of freedom managed to worm its way in anyway. She had pondered on this for months now and now when she had practically made a decision she feared to put her plan in action.</SPAN></SPAN>
Her work went by much faster now as they lost many horses in the harsh winter, Irmelin still mourned their deaths and wished with all her heart that the next winter would be milder, in these regions though it wasn't likely. Heaving another fork full of dung and wet straw into the already full cart used for mucking Irmelin checked through the straw to make sure the stall was clean before putting the fork back in its place and pushed the heavy cart out of the stable and around back. Emptying the cart she placed it by the wall before going inside to sweep the floor clean of straw and dust, removing any spider web she could see and reach as well. When she was done Irmelin closed the doors before heading to the main house, the spring was warm and unless the weather changed drastically the horses would sleep outside.</SPAN></SPAN>
On her way to the quaint farm house Irmelin kept her eyes on the sky pondering endlessly on her problem, only looking down for a moment as she reached the gravel beneath the front porch, her attention caught by a small stone. It was small and glittered in the sun, black as the night with small white flecks resembling a starry sky. Picking up the stone Irmelin stared at it, fingers tracing the smooth surface, a chill ran through her blood as the realization struck her, it was a sign from the spirits. While the colour black stood for death it also represented change whether good or bad but the colour white stood for hope and purity making this a sign of positive change. A feeling of peace settled over her as she made up her mind, Irmelin may have a hard time with decisions but when she made a choice she felt satisfied and calm.</SPAN></SPAN>
A few hours later Irmelin lay in her bed with a supposed head ache and nausea listening to her parents trying to herd her young siblings out of the door and to the opening ceremony of the Festival of Change. In retrospect this was also a sign that change was on the way Irmelin realized after finding her stone.</SPAN></SPAN>
As soon as the house fell silent Irmelin got out of bed and pulled out her small pack, pulling out her older cousin's clothes that she'd grabbed a week ago. Stripping off her dress Irmelin quickly pulled on trousers, a shirt and a vest before she hung her dress back into her small wardrobe, the dark green of her favourite dress caught her eye. It had been ordered as a wedding gift but as the wedding was put on hold it was just hanging there, stroking over the soft fabric Irmelin pulled it out and rolled it up in her small bag, not wanting to leave the dress behind.</SPAN></SPAN>
In the kitchen she packed down some food, bread, cheese and dried meat to have on the way making sure her water sack was full. Pulling on her boots Irmelin hurried outside and headed for the stable, keeping to the shadows and grabbed a saddle and bridle from the tack room, taking the bridle for Kuja. Leaving the tack outside the horse pen Irmelin fetched a large bay mare with white socks putting on the bridle and leading her outside to saddle her, Kuja was extremely sensitive in her mouth leading to her not being able to have a bit.</SPAN></SPAN>
As the wind picked up Irmelin mounted the mare and set her sights west to start with, she had no idea where she'd go then but the village didn't stretch far to the west so she'd make it further without meeting anyone. Kuja danced slightly under her and Irmelin stroke her neck softly to calm her before gathering the reins and leaving, a gnawing feeling of fear and guilt lodged in her stomach as the houses grew smaller.[/DASH]</SPAN></SPAN></SPAN>
Biting her lip Irmelin turned her hazel eyes to the sky were black clouds loomed in the horizon promising another spring storm as soon as tomorrow. She felt somehow connected to the storm although she feared the sheer power of it, the weather portrayed her own turmoil inside but it was also free to let the pressure out and change from chaos to peace. </SPAN></SPAN>
She hated the feeling of being stuck here forever, married to a man she felt nothing for and yet she loved the small village and her family and that made her torn between what she wanted and what her parents thought right for her. She hadn't much time left to decide she knew, the yearly festival celebrating the end of winter and the new life that came with spring started tonight and would end in three days time. In the chaos during the festival she would be more likely to sneak away unhindered as all the villagers would be on the main square and she could slip away in the dark while they were too busy drinking.</SPAN></SPAN>
She had even prepared a small pack that she had hidden under her bed, as the oldest sister still living at home she had her own small bedroom where her secret was safe, but it was a source of worry anyway. A part of her didn't want to acknowledge the fact that she actually had prepared for her escape and the fact that tonight, the first eve of the festival, was the best time to get away unnoticed.</SPAN></SPAN>
Sighing deeply Irmelin kneaded her forehead, a headache starting to bloom but she ignored it as she headed for the stable to continue her work before her father saw her slacking off again. Starting to muck out the stalls Irmelin tried to not think about what to do but the thought of freedom managed to worm its way in anyway. She had pondered on this for months now and now when she had practically made a decision she feared to put her plan in action.</SPAN></SPAN>
Her work went by much faster now as they lost many horses in the harsh winter, Irmelin still mourned their deaths and wished with all her heart that the next winter would be milder, in these regions though it wasn't likely. Heaving another fork full of dung and wet straw into the already full cart used for mucking Irmelin checked through the straw to make sure the stall was clean before putting the fork back in its place and pushed the heavy cart out of the stable and around back. Emptying the cart she placed it by the wall before going inside to sweep the floor clean of straw and dust, removing any spider web she could see and reach as well. When she was done Irmelin closed the doors before heading to the main house, the spring was warm and unless the weather changed drastically the horses would sleep outside.</SPAN></SPAN>
On her way to the quaint farm house Irmelin kept her eyes on the sky pondering endlessly on her problem, only looking down for a moment as she reached the gravel beneath the front porch, her attention caught by a small stone. It was small and glittered in the sun, black as the night with small white flecks resembling a starry sky. Picking up the stone Irmelin stared at it, fingers tracing the smooth surface, a chill ran through her blood as the realization struck her, it was a sign from the spirits. While the colour black stood for death it also represented change whether good or bad but the colour white stood for hope and purity making this a sign of positive change. A feeling of peace settled over her as she made up her mind, Irmelin may have a hard time with decisions but when she made a choice she felt satisfied and calm.</SPAN></SPAN>
A few hours later Irmelin lay in her bed with a supposed head ache and nausea listening to her parents trying to herd her young siblings out of the door and to the opening ceremony of the Festival of Change. In retrospect this was also a sign that change was on the way Irmelin realized after finding her stone.</SPAN></SPAN>
As soon as the house fell silent Irmelin got out of bed and pulled out her small pack, pulling out her older cousin's clothes that she'd grabbed a week ago. Stripping off her dress Irmelin quickly pulled on trousers, a shirt and a vest before she hung her dress back into her small wardrobe, the dark green of her favourite dress caught her eye. It had been ordered as a wedding gift but as the wedding was put on hold it was just hanging there, stroking over the soft fabric Irmelin pulled it out and rolled it up in her small bag, not wanting to leave the dress behind.</SPAN></SPAN>
In the kitchen she packed down some food, bread, cheese and dried meat to have on the way making sure her water sack was full. Pulling on her boots Irmelin hurried outside and headed for the stable, keeping to the shadows and grabbed a saddle and bridle from the tack room, taking the bridle for Kuja. Leaving the tack outside the horse pen Irmelin fetched a large bay mare with white socks putting on the bridle and leading her outside to saddle her, Kuja was extremely sensitive in her mouth leading to her not being able to have a bit.</SPAN></SPAN>
As the wind picked up Irmelin mounted the mare and set her sights west to start with, she had no idea where she'd go then but the village didn't stretch far to the west so she'd make it further without meeting anyone. Kuja danced slightly under her and Irmelin stroke her neck softly to calm her before gathering the reins and leaving, a gnawing feeling of fear and guilt lodged in her stomach as the houses grew smaller.[/DASH]</SPAN></SPAN></SPAN>