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Deep in the crossroads of Diagon Alley a nearly twenty-one year old young woman trudged through the snow, her demeanor entirely downcast, providing a strict, noticeable change from her usual exuberant self.
A change that had penetrated through the young woman's identity over the past two years.
Lily payed no attention to the burning red curls cascading over her right shoulder, nor to the atmosphere around her--since the Death Eaters had murdered her parents at the start of the war, everything seemed to matter less and less in the scheme of things. Everything including her fiance James' distress over her location when she wandered out alone, as she'd done just an hour before. She knew of the dangers posed to her as a muggleborn in the society of the time, but...but it just didn't seem to matter anymore. They had that meeting. Lily knew. That was where she was headed. She could walk through Diagon Alley to an ice cream parlor on her own, and she could take a walk in the stark, cold air of London in mid-January if she wanted to.
Biting her lip slightly, Lily purged her face of emotion, staring blankly down each side alley and in the windows of both abandoned and nearly empty store fronts. It all seemed so different than it had when she'd come here for the first time. She spotted Ollivander's, and her hand subconsciously lowered to the inside of her cloak, only to brush against cloth. Her wand wasn't there, as she was quickly reminded.
Over the years, Lily had found herself 'misplacing' her wand more and more--or at least that was what she told James--which was to say that she purposefully left it in the drawer at the front of her bedside table. Why would she want to have the abilities she had when, for one thing, they simply provided a connection between the serial killers at large and, for another, if she /didn't/ have said abilities, she would never have been a target. Nothing that had happened to her family would have. Her sister wouldn't hate her, and, currently, she'd most likely be at home enjoying the week before her birthday with a carefree complacency.
What startled Lily the most when she thought about it was that, at first, her forgetfulness had been true, honest to Merlin forgetfulness. But now it was purposeful. What did that mean?
The girl's emerald green eyes glanced behind her when she heard unintelligible gibberish among what appeared to be the members of a family, causing the formation of tear droplets at the inner corners of her eye, before she bit her lip.
She began to shiver, either because of the cold or the emotions emanating from her as she all but pinned herself against the nearest wall, raising her hands to her eyes in an attempt to hide her cries to no avail--the emotions had to come out and they did.
Eventually, Lily allowed her hands to fall, blinking away the tears and quickly straightening her expression out until she stared away blankly, awkwardly stepping away from the wall and continuing on her way.
Remus Lupin glided through the little piles of snow dotting the cobblestone street, his wand out and held at the ready. He stayed on the alert as he stalked down the street, seriously wondering why they couldn't just floo inside Florean Fortescue's Ice Cream Parlor. As dangerous as that was when they knew you-know-who had eyes on the floo network, surely it was more dangerous to just be out in the open...
But that was the way it was, and there was no reason for Remus to dwell when there was no way to change it. He'd just walk through the shopping center as quickly as he could, and get to the ice cream parlor.
Remus continued to attentively look down the side streets, not really expecting anything important and significant beyond the danger he sincerely hoped he wouldn't encounter. But the flash of dark red he saw down one of the streets did surprise him, and he quickly ran over. "Lily? Are you all right? Where's James?"
((You'll get more of Remus next. I just didn't want this to run too long =). Tell me if you don't like anything.))
A change that had penetrated through the young woman's identity over the past two years.
Lily payed no attention to the burning red curls cascading over her right shoulder, nor to the atmosphere around her--since the Death Eaters had murdered her parents at the start of the war, everything seemed to matter less and less in the scheme of things. Everything including her fiance James' distress over her location when she wandered out alone, as she'd done just an hour before. She knew of the dangers posed to her as a muggleborn in the society of the time, but...but it just didn't seem to matter anymore. They had that meeting. Lily knew. That was where she was headed. She could walk through Diagon Alley to an ice cream parlor on her own, and she could take a walk in the stark, cold air of London in mid-January if she wanted to.
Biting her lip slightly, Lily purged her face of emotion, staring blankly down each side alley and in the windows of both abandoned and nearly empty store fronts. It all seemed so different than it had when she'd come here for the first time. She spotted Ollivander's, and her hand subconsciously lowered to the inside of her cloak, only to brush against cloth. Her wand wasn't there, as she was quickly reminded.
Over the years, Lily had found herself 'misplacing' her wand more and more--or at least that was what she told James--which was to say that she purposefully left it in the drawer at the front of her bedside table. Why would she want to have the abilities she had when, for one thing, they simply provided a connection between the serial killers at large and, for another, if she /didn't/ have said abilities, she would never have been a target. Nothing that had happened to her family would have. Her sister wouldn't hate her, and, currently, she'd most likely be at home enjoying the week before her birthday with a carefree complacency.
What startled Lily the most when she thought about it was that, at first, her forgetfulness had been true, honest to Merlin forgetfulness. But now it was purposeful. What did that mean?
The girl's emerald green eyes glanced behind her when she heard unintelligible gibberish among what appeared to be the members of a family, causing the formation of tear droplets at the inner corners of her eye, before she bit her lip.
She began to shiver, either because of the cold or the emotions emanating from her as she all but pinned herself against the nearest wall, raising her hands to her eyes in an attempt to hide her cries to no avail--the emotions had to come out and they did.
Eventually, Lily allowed her hands to fall, blinking away the tears and quickly straightening her expression out until she stared away blankly, awkwardly stepping away from the wall and continuing on her way.
Remus Lupin glided through the little piles of snow dotting the cobblestone street, his wand out and held at the ready. He stayed on the alert as he stalked down the street, seriously wondering why they couldn't just floo inside Florean Fortescue's Ice Cream Parlor. As dangerous as that was when they knew you-know-who had eyes on the floo network, surely it was more dangerous to just be out in the open...
But that was the way it was, and there was no reason for Remus to dwell when there was no way to change it. He'd just walk through the shopping center as quickly as he could, and get to the ice cream parlor.
Remus continued to attentively look down the side streets, not really expecting anything important and significant beyond the danger he sincerely hoped he wouldn't encounter. But the flash of dark red he saw down one of the streets did surprise him, and he quickly ran over. "Lily? Are you all right? Where's James?"
((You'll get more of Remus next. I just didn't want this to run too long =). Tell me if you don't like anything.))