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"Then why did you bring me here?"
Tai tried to listen, tried to be impartial as her sister could be, and as the new person apparently was. It was not, Tai knew, a bad thing. Some small, rational part of her still saw that, that Kohe was greater, was more than her big sister. That Time, whether Kohe was a part of it or not, could not afford morals or inclinations, that it had to be distant, unaffected. Not by Empathy, and not by Hope.
But Kohe was not that person, for all she insisted, and Tai could not understand why she would bring her here just to say nothing could change.
She knew she was being petty, childish, that she had always been that way, just as Kohe had always been wise far, far beyond her years. It seemed now that they had left their home, they were coming into these positions more than ever, and Tai knew it was a good thing, maybe. They could neither of them accomplish what they were meant to without the other, and without their mates. Even Tai knew that.
But she did not like the thought of sharing Kohe. Not with her mate, nor with Tai's, and especially not with 'Time'. She did not like that Kohe -- was it Kohe? -- no longer saw Tai, but Hope. Even if it was true, it was such a small, insignificant portion of who she was. It had not been Hope to sit there beside Kohe on the night she had come back from her first jump. It had not be Hope whose name she had screamed when Rask pulled her from the freezing river. It had not been Hope with whom Kohe had left her home to wander into the darkness.
It would not be Hope beside her when at last their paths went light or dark.
Tai would never leave her sister. She could not say the same of this person, this thing her sister professed to be.
"What if I lit them all now?" Tai said quietly, tracing her fingers through the stars, without looking at her sister. It was as close as she had ever come to challenging Kohe on anything. "Could you put them back? Would you? Would you take them away from those paths? How can you know they're so bad until they've tried. People can be better, Kohe, people can change! Why can't we give them a chance?"
She realized with a start she felt very near to tears and turned away, embarrassed and frustrated. She knew she was being naive and foolish. She knew she asked too much and yet too little of her sister all at once. Kohe was right -- no longer could she afford to dabble in the petty wishes of her childish little sister.
"I've seen enough," Tai said quietly, still staring at the few lights balanced on her fingertips. "I want to go now please."
Tai tried to listen, tried to be impartial as her sister could be, and as the new person apparently was. It was not, Tai knew, a bad thing. Some small, rational part of her still saw that, that Kohe was greater, was more than her big sister. That Time, whether Kohe was a part of it or not, could not afford morals or inclinations, that it had to be distant, unaffected. Not by Empathy, and not by Hope.
But Kohe was not that person, for all she insisted, and Tai could not understand why she would bring her here just to say nothing could change.
She knew she was being petty, childish, that she had always been that way, just as Kohe had always been wise far, far beyond her years. It seemed now that they had left their home, they were coming into these positions more than ever, and Tai knew it was a good thing, maybe. They could neither of them accomplish what they were meant to without the other, and without their mates. Even Tai knew that.
But she did not like the thought of sharing Kohe. Not with her mate, nor with Tai's, and especially not with 'Time'. She did not like that Kohe -- was it Kohe? -- no longer saw Tai, but Hope. Even if it was true, it was such a small, insignificant portion of who she was. It had not been Hope to sit there beside Kohe on the night she had come back from her first jump. It had not be Hope whose name she had screamed when Rask pulled her from the freezing river. It had not been Hope with whom Kohe had left her home to wander into the darkness.
It would not be Hope beside her when at last their paths went light or dark.
Tai would never leave her sister. She could not say the same of this person, this thing her sister professed to be.
"What if I lit them all now?" Tai said quietly, tracing her fingers through the stars, without looking at her sister. It was as close as she had ever come to challenging Kohe on anything. "Could you put them back? Would you? Would you take them away from those paths? How can you know they're so bad until they've tried. People can be better, Kohe, people can change! Why can't we give them a chance?"
She realized with a start she felt very near to tears and turned away, embarrassed and frustrated. She knew she was being naive and foolish. She knew she asked too much and yet too little of her sister all at once. Kohe was right -- no longer could she afford to dabble in the petty wishes of her childish little sister.
"I've seen enough," Tai said quietly, still staring at the few lights balanced on her fingertips. "I want to go now please."