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"What was that?" Eswild asked, bewildered as she stared at her own fingers, investigating her palm as if to see remnants of the light that had just faded. "Did I do that? Or was that you?"
The heat lingered about her fingertips even though the light had faded, a pleasant and familiar warmth that reminded her of working in the forge and handling still smoldering metals. She stretched them, tightening them into a fist before stretching them back outward. The air surrounding her neck and hand were still warmer as well, but this warmth dissipated in time as well, leaving Eswild with yet more questions.
She turned around and cast the stranger an inquisitive look, cocking her head to the side as she awaited an answer.
The stranger had a contemplative look on his face, but he smiled slightly upon noticing her gaze. "It was both," he replied eventually. He seemed to be choosing his words carefully. "I sent fire mana into your core, and stimulated it to take action. You were the one who then directed the spell to the tips of your fingers, applying a simple body enhancement."
Sitting back down in his chair, the man gestured back to the table in a manner Eswild took as inviting her to sit. "Although it is the most rudimentary application of mana, congratulations. You just cast your first spell."
"But I didn't do anything," Eswild protested, seating herself opposite the stranger. "At least, I didn't think I did. Is it supposed to feel like I'm doing something?"
She spared her fingers another glance, feeling a phantom flash of heat wash through them that clashed with the temperate air around her not too unlike the way a fever. Only, as quickly as she thought about it the sensation vanished.
"If I don't know how or when I'm using mana, then how do I do what you just helped me do on my own?"
The stranger laughed slightly. "That was just a… proof of concept, if you like. I'm not expecting you to suddenly be able to replicate the whole process." He tapped the back of his neck, near the point where Eswild remembered him touching only a few moments ago. "Do you remember the feeling? The flow of warmth from my finger, to your head, and then down your arm to your fingers?"
Eswild nodded, suppressing the urge to shiver as she recalled the uncomfortable trail the heat had left along her spine and arm before leaving its lasting impression in her fingers. It had been unlike anything she had ever done in the smithy with her Knack. Only, calling it "Knack" now felt as strange and foreign as had the stranger's fingers upon her neck.
Magic, she reminded herself. Call it by its name.
Not that its proper name changed her lack of understanding as to how or why she had been able to use magic in the forge, or how despite every sign pointing to it being a one-sided effort the stranger had claimed it was from both him and Eswild. Still, she was too curious to raise an objection - something told her the stranger was as indirect as he was mercurial.
"I remember it, but I don't know as I've ever thought about it when I was just messing with the temperature of the forge," she admitted. "None of it was ever conscious, just like it wasn't now."
"That's fine," the stranger replied, still seeming completely unconcerned with the fact that Eswild had just told him she had absolutely no idea what she was doing.
"But then how do I do any of it?" She interjected, curiosity becoming agitation. "If I can't replicate the whole process, then how do I start the damn thing?"
The stranger's expression momentarily stiffened. "Patience," he said, and despite the fact that the words were spoken as mildly as anything else he said, Eswild was intimately aware of the fact that he was scolding her. "You start, like all processes, with the first step. Even though you are incredibly talented, nothing will happen instantaneously."
The stranger went silent again, simply staring at her, and Eswild felt the urge to question him again suppressed under the heaviness of his gaze. Was this another test? Did he want her to somehow figure it out on her own? Or was he simply making sure she could be 'patient'?
After they'd both sat in silence for a few moments, Eswild having to resist the urge to fidget on the spot, he nodded slightly. "As long as you remember the feeling, you'll be able to start working on the first step. Before you can do anything intentionally, you need to get familiar with the feeling of drawing mana from the outside world into your mana core. It is the essential point for all magic, which allows your thoughts to interact with and influence mana.
"The reason I call you talented is because you have a great ability to direct mana with your unconscious desires and thoughts. Otherwise, you never would have been able to affect the outside world with the highly limited amount of fire mana from the forge that just happened to overlap with your core. But you'll never be able to independently do anything larger than getting heat to linger in an area until you can intentionally draw mana to your core. That is the first step."
"But then how do I do that, intentionally?" She asked - her tone was less aggressive, having realized the stranger's patience did indeed have its limits, but there was a terseness to it that lingered. "It just felt like you were doing it all - I didn't even realize there was mana flowing through me, other than feeling the heat go through my arm like that."
"Concentration." If it wasn't for the fact that his face was still completely serious, Eswild would have sworn the stranger was laughing at her. "Practice. Trial and error. Combined with a suitable environment and occasional verbal direction. Mana cores are naturally attractive to mana, so I'm sure you'll figure it out in no time."
This time he smiled for real, before jerking his head towards the side of the room. "Go sit in front of the fireplace, close your eyes, and focus on remembering the feeling of mana flowing into your head. If you have any specific questions that you think would help you, ask. But you can keep anything as vague as 'what am I supposed to do' to yourself."
It was not the answer Eswild was hoping for, though she supposed that magic was not as easily explained as smithing. Melting and bending metal was simple enough to teach - it could be touched, it responded to external force, and all could tell iron from copper. But concentrate? Concentrate on what? Eswild's frustration was palpable, and made worse by the realization that the question 'concentrate on what' likely fell into the category of questions to keep to herself.
So it was, without another word, Eswild stood and trudged over to the fireplace. Where once she had seen it and seen a quaint, comfortable fireplace now it was just like any lump of metal to be shaped into a usable form. It was an object to be beaten into submission and bent to her will, not a fixture of the dwelling. Eswild sat cross-legged by the fireplace, staring at it intently. It flickered brightly, the sounds of crackling logs beneath its tendrils like the screech of steel upon steel to Eswild. The hair upon her arms bristled in agitation at the sound as she tried to drown it out, focusing on the way the stranger's touch had felt along her neck. That the fire was itself radiating heat made it difficult to tell when and if she was concentrating 'properly', but she had a feeling that she would know when at last it was working.