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Samuel was happy Cameron was willing to apologize. In a way, Cameron had been just as quick to judge Matthew, it was more justify since Matthew had been the first to attack him, but it also wasn't really fair to uphold Matthew to some kind of different standard, especially when anyone who wasn't as blind to other people's feelings as Matthew could see that Matthew actually had a huge problem with figuring out what people thought or felt.
But not only that, Cameron was willing to listen and talk about it, because he was a good friend. Not that anyone ever doubted that as one would doubt it when it came to Matthew. Honestly, it was no wonder that Matthew was quick to judge people, that seemed to be all he got from others.
"No I mean, there's no need to talk about it if you've been through the same," It was a very Matthew thing to say at a time like this, but surprisingly he actually continued, and thus also contradicting himself, "I'm just always looking for approval, you know, even all the studying was me trying to please them. Which is why it had been so hard to see someone who could meet their expectations without even putting any major effort in. And my parents don't even like Elissa, you know, and she's everything they want for me, but she's still not enough, because they just aren't ever satisfied. So I know what it's like, and I'm sorry, I really wouldn't have started about anything other than the tour if I knew that,"
The fact that Matthew was apologizing now, not months later was truly proof of how far he had come since he had the same kind of fight with Roman. Cameron might not have known that, but Samuel was sure Gabi would fill him in on it later.
"I still feel weird about the tour, but I get that it's not my place to lecture you about it," He said with a small sigh, his voice was slowly going back to its usual lack of emotion, but in a way that was comforting because that had to mean he wasn't feeling as upset anymore, "I guess it's just hard because I know I won't be able to help Gabi much when you're gone, because I need to be with Elissa and Will? And everyone else has kids as well, so I'm just worried she's taking on too much and I should have said that before I attacked you,"
"Matthew," Gabi said gently, "me and Jojo will be fine, I'm an adult, if I need help I'll ask for it from people I know have the time, it's sweet that you're so worried and that's a trait we all love you have, but you have to make sure that's not the only thing you see, okay?"
Matthew looked at Gabi for a moment or two before properly whipping his tears once and for all and going, "okay," then he was quiet for a moment before saying, "I'm sorry," and it wasn't just directed to Cameron this time, but all of them, he was apologising for causing the situation. Then he glanced over to where Elissa had gone. But made no effort to move, clearly unsure if that was the best decision, clearly he wasn't used to Elissa being upset with him like this.