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Hanaguro - the provincial capital of the River province.
In the western side of the city.
Team 4.
A collab between Frost, Zane and Oetje
Summary:
Team 4 goes into the Fire Temple but don't succeed in getting the lodging inside or near the complex. Relocating, Meilin comes up with a plan that has some risks. The team discusses the plan before the move into action.
Previous post!
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Before anything could really be said from Madoc on any matters, all those angry facial expressions Aoi had been making before Meilin's arrival would surface once again. Which was when Aoi would begin getting all these issues she had with what they just did, unleashing them all on Meilin. This caused him to groan as he fell backwards on the bed, as he was debating to leave the room to get a drink Aoi had pushed Meilin back to the door causing any chance for him to escape to not be plausible. Well, he could always leave through the window. Sitting back up he would hold his hands in the position for the seal. Except he wasn't throwing his conscious into Aoi's head, just sending his own chakra into her.
She wouldn't feel anything at first, yet her muscles would weaken and she would find herself walking away from Meilin to the opposite side of the room.
"Okay never thought I would be the mediator in any situation, Aoi when you calm down I will let the jutsu go. When you become a shinobi you have to do things you don't want to. Killing, stealing, burning a part of a temple. Your job comes first and everything else second. So I won't make my words sound sweet never have, never will. Your…. God is your second priority if it means burning a temple gets us information." Madoc said to Aoi before looking at Meilin. "And you should be more open, I get keeping secrets who doesn't these days. I have some, I'm sure Aoi does too. However I consider those free time secrets, anything mission wise should at least be a bit more open. Like just a heads up would be nice, not full details but enough details to get the point across. Like a secret clan technique perhaps would be all we need to know, on how you planned to enter that temple." Madoc said to her before looking at Aoi. "Now I'm going to let you go, just relax please? I'm really getting exhausted from all this chakra I'm burning up." Madoc said as he released his seal thus giving Aoi free reign of her body back.
"Okay, so we can..."
Meilin's voice trailed off as she slowly turned her attention away from the papers to Aoi. The Cho became silent. Her arms hanging at her body as she listened to the other chuunin. The lips of Meilin did part once, her features shifting and even revealing some disgust. Not because of what Aoi voiced but just once more what she had dreaded before. The confrontation she had hoped not to experience.
Despite staying silent and even letting Aoi work her against the door, Meilin's lips stayed tight upon each other. Her chin would slightly be raised, eyes narrowing and her hands clenched into fists as the other would slightly lift her up. Before Meilin decided to interject and respond back to Aoi, Madoc decided to intervene.
Still appearing calm about it all, Meilin would throw a glance at Madoc. She wanted to say something but decided to turn her attention on.
"What I asked was wrong. What happened was wrong."
Meilin paused for a mere second. She felt a strong mixture of emotions rushing through her own body. The adrenaline rush that came from Aoi becoming physical only made it worse.
"You indeed did terrible things. Things I doubt I would be able to do if one were to ask me. I don't think that I can conjure a response that will make you sleep calm tonight. I don't think anything I can say will repair the damage. But," she gestured to the papers.
"We got what we needed! It is not foolproof but if that priest collaberates with those zealots, we can save so many more! You haven't... They..." Meilin's arm dropped and hang at her side as she tried to find the words.
"I swear by my gods and ancestors, Aoi, I am not asking this because I don't respect your God. Neither because I don't consider you a waste. Believe me, if we can avoid what they did before. To other people, it isn't for nought. Our real enemy is capable of doing much more horrid things! I.. Fucking hell... Fine!"
Meilin's hands shot to her clothing. Lifting her top garment, she would care less about the fact that she showed some skin. Pointing at large scars at her side, she spoke up again.
"Feel free to punch me. Berate me. Scold or curse my name. But by Valdar's wrath, I promise you. I have seen what those bastards are capable of. They butcher groups without a second thought. Women, men or children. Just... give me this one chance. If that priest isn't with them? I will surrender myself to the local authorities. I will do what is right. Regardless of being a kunoichi. Regardless of anything. Just, give me this one chance. Please, Aoi."
Aoi was struck with a primal terror as she suddenly felt she was no longer in charge of her own body. She willed herself to move with every ounce of her being but all she ended up doing was releasing Meilin and backing away. For a moment she was convinced she'd lost it. She'd snapped. Then Madoc began to speak to her side. She couldn't turn her head to look at the blonde mind reader but she was able to at least turn her gaze on him. Her eyes were ablaze with anger, at Meilin for the most part, but at least some of it was for the complete violation she felt from no longer being able to control herself.
She didn't speak to him, just darted her eyes up and down in place of shaking her head in agreement to his terms, she felt her control come back and she didn't move. At this point she was sure the Yamanaka would do something far more drastic if she lashed out for Meilin again.
As Meilin began to talk Aoi couldn't help but to turn her head to the side in a question. Had she misunderstood what Aoi wanted here? She couldn't blame the Cho, she barely knew what she had been saying herself, but she was sure that it at least made some semblance of sense that could be formed into coherent thought. Meilin went on about saving people. About how what they'd done could possibly stop the deaths of many. She watched from her spot across the room as she seethed in anger. Her want to now beat the Yamanaka along with the Cho only rising as Meilin spoke, misunderstanding what the problem Aoi had with the operation was. Then she pulled her shirt off and bared herself so they could see her scarred stomach.
Aoi let out a small nondescript sound, something akin to a gasp laced with an angry mumble. She couldn't not look at the scar for a few moments, then she tore her eyes away from it and back to Meilin, "How do you not get it?" She asked, almost pleading with her to understand, "Even Madoc got it for God's sake!" She pointed at the blonde where he sat.
"It's not about the Temple! It's not about the Guards!" At some point earlier between Madoc taking control of her and Meilin talking she had stopped crying, now they threatened to make an appearance once again. "It's about your lack of trust in your own fucking team!" She cried at Meilin.
"Why did I trust you enough to commit blasphemy for your plan, but you didn't trust us," she pointed between Madoc and herself as she spoke, "enough to tell us your ace in the hole to get into the Temple? Some secret technique that was just far too great for us to know about? That's utter and complete bullshit!" The tears came again, although not as forcefully as before. She wiped at her face with her forearm, leaving streaks of clean skin to play against her dirty face from her earlier brawl, "Why don't you trust your team enough to tell us a piece of make-or-break mission information?" She choked back a breath and swallowed. She brought her breathing down and straightened herself up, while wiping at her face again.
As he kept his position on the bed just hoping to relax, it seemed he would not get such when Meilin started to defend herself against Aoi. Who he was thankful didn't instantly attempt to lash out again at Meilin or himself this time. Yet as Madoc watched their argument, Meilin suddenly lifted her top garment off which shocked him, and for a few moments, he just stared before covering his eyes. Now just listening, he felt the need to give Aoi a look for what could be interpreted as an insult. Even Madoc got it? The fuck was that supposed to mean, he was the only one here who you literally couldn't keep a secret from. At this point him even speaking up wouldn't be beneficial at all, so all he did was listen as he sat on the bed with his left hand covering his eyes.
"I don't want to! Happy now?! I don't want to!"
The volume of Meilin's voice suddenly raised as she clenched her hands into fists.
"I don't want to trust you! I don't want to be hurt, again! Get that? You got it so easy. With your forgiving god. With your loving faith. Know what happens when you have nothing to fall back on to? Feels fucked up, doesn't it? Be glad that I, at least, didn't take anything tangible from you!"
Her cheeks flared up as she wanted to take a step forward. She had hoped that by showing the scar and talking about the results that she wouldn't have this damned confrontation. That they would just get some sleep and follow the priest tomorrow. That they would be able to put an end to the Zealots. Panting softly, Meilin felt the burning sensation in her stomach. It was crawling up to her chest and caused her hands to feel itchy.
"You want to know why I don't want to trust you both? Want to fucking know? Cause it means that I will put faith in you both. That means opening up. Putting myself vulnerable. Even if it something not that big." Meilin said, managing to lower the volume of her voice as she spoke. Her voice was a bit shaken but her gaze was locked on Aoi.
"Happy now? Or do you want more? Or will you just shut the fuck up and lay down? If you feel like picking this further up later, I am all game. But right now, I want to get some damn sleep and not be questioned by anybody. Tomorrow, I want to seek out those idiotic Sworn Swords. Then see if I have to turn myself in or not."
That having said, Meilin would almost stamp towards her own bed. Her back turned towards Aoi and Madoc, she would start to undo her weapon belt and pouches, letting them fall to the ground.
Aoi stood and simply listened, Meilin's deep-seated anger at her past experiences with others flowing over her as she let it out. As she told them how she really felt about them. About the team. Aoi thought to say something as Meilin spoke, but caught her tongue and let the Cho continue unhindered. Aoi felt her own rage leaving her as Meilin's words washed over her. 'At least she's being truthful now.' she thought to herself as Meilin went on, an immense feeling of guilt welling inside of Aoi to replace her previous outburst at the thought she had forced Meilin to do this, to say what she didn't ever want to say. Her whole body began to feel heavy at the thought that she was a burden on Meilin, that she was something Meilin could get hurt from and had been up to now consciously avoiding getting close to in secret to keep herself as isolated and safe as possible. She felt the tears on her face, just a few as they rolled down and clung to the bottom of her chin before dropping off without a sound.
She wanted to speak. To say something. To shake Meilin vigorously and tell her she was being unreasonable. Tell her that she wasn't going to be betrayed by Aoi now or ever. But even Aoi couldn't think those words with more than a hint of confidence on her own, she didn't know if she could speak them with the conviction needed to convey them properly, to make Meilin believe her. She let out a deep breath as Meilin began to undo her belt. "That's better…" she said her voice shaky and unsure of the words even as she said them.
She made her way across to the door and let herself out of the room. The door closing behind her she placed her back and head against the wall and stared at the ceiling, unsure of what she was even doing now that she was outside of the room.
Their talk seemed to be reaching the climax with Meilin giving them the reason on why she didn't want to trust them, that it would make her vulnerable. Although some points she was driving didn't sit well with him, so when she finished speaking and Aoi uttered a simple few words before leaving the room. It would leave just him and Meilin to which he would sigh and stand up off the bed uncovering his eyes he would speak. "Ain't going to force you to do anything, I won't say you are wrong or right. Cause frankly neither you or Aoi are freaking right. You are in charge of a team if you don't want to trust us. Then why are we even here? You ain't the only one who has nothing to fall back on. So I just want you to think about it before we proceed forward, if you can't trust us then I don't think this team will last much longer. Like I said before, doesn't need to be every detail just enough to get the point across….. I'll talk to Aoi as well, do try to take my words to mind, please? Neat technique by the way." Madoc said before opening the door and closing it behind him. Patting Aoi on the shoulder he would walk down the hall. "Come on, you get my words of wisdom next." Madoc said motioning for her to follow him.
Meilin would ignore the sounds behind her, hearing Aoi faintly. She didn't deem to react as she wanted to just lay down and sleep. Tomorrow they would need to operate at their best. A lot was at stake, after all. Hearing Madoc, Meilin threw a look over her right shoulder. She would remain silent.
When the door closed behind Madoc, Meilin would lay down and crawl underneath the sheets. She knew that she wasn't in the right. It had felt wrong to ask what she had asked of Aoi. To commit such acts. Closing her eyes, Meilin just wanted to fall asleep. She felt exhausted and yet sleep eluded her.
Clenching her hands into fists, Meilin wanted to scream and flail her fists around. The frustration of before was only growing and drove her to the need to kick the door open and just drag both of them back into the room. Kicking and screaming at them for making her feel like this. It was perhaps far from them being at fault for how she felt, what she had experienced and what their tasks were but she wasn't sure what else to do. All she wanted was to achieve her goals.
Perhaps...
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Hanaguro - the provincial capital of the River province.
In the western side of the city.
Team 4.
A collab between Frost, Zane and Oetje
Summary:
Team 4 goes into the Fire Temple but don't succeed in getting the lodging inside or near the complex. Relocating, Meilin comes up with a plan that has some risks. The team discusses the plan before the move into action.
Previous post!
[spoili]
Before anything could really be said from Madoc on any matters, all those angry facial expressions Aoi had been making before Meilin's arrival would surface once again. Which was when Aoi would begin getting all these issues she had with what they just did, unleashing them all on Meilin. This caused him to groan as he fell backwards on the bed, as he was debating to leave the room to get a drink Aoi had pushed Meilin back to the door causing any chance for him to escape to not be plausible. Well, he could always leave through the window. Sitting back up he would hold his hands in the position for the seal. Except he wasn't throwing his conscious into Aoi's head, just sending his own chakra into her.
She wouldn't feel anything at first, yet her muscles would weaken and she would find herself walking away from Meilin to the opposite side of the room.
"Okay never thought I would be the mediator in any situation, Aoi when you calm down I will let the jutsu go. When you become a shinobi you have to do things you don't want to. Killing, stealing, burning a part of a temple. Your job comes first and everything else second. So I won't make my words sound sweet never have, never will. Your…. God is your second priority if it means burning a temple gets us information." Madoc said to Aoi before looking at Meilin. "And you should be more open, I get keeping secrets who doesn't these days. I have some, I'm sure Aoi does too. However I consider those free time secrets, anything mission wise should at least be a bit more open. Like just a heads up would be nice, not full details but enough details to get the point across. Like a secret clan technique perhaps would be all we need to know, on how you planned to enter that temple." Madoc said to her before looking at Aoi. "Now I'm going to let you go, just relax please? I'm really getting exhausted from all this chakra I'm burning up." Madoc said as he released his seal thus giving Aoi free reign of her body back.
"Okay, so we can..."
Meilin's voice trailed off as she slowly turned her attention away from the papers to Aoi. The Cho became silent. Her arms hanging at her body as she listened to the other chuunin. The lips of Meilin did part once, her features shifting and even revealing some disgust. Not because of what Aoi voiced but just once more what she had dreaded before. The confrontation she had hoped not to experience.
Despite staying silent and even letting Aoi work her against the door, Meilin's lips stayed tight upon each other. Her chin would slightly be raised, eyes narrowing and her hands clenched into fists as the other would slightly lift her up. Before Meilin decided to interject and respond back to Aoi, Madoc decided to intervene.
Still appearing calm about it all, Meilin would throw a glance at Madoc. She wanted to say something but decided to turn her attention on.
"What I asked was wrong. What happened was wrong."
Meilin paused for a mere second. She felt a strong mixture of emotions rushing through her own body. The adrenaline rush that came from Aoi becoming physical only made it worse.
"You indeed did terrible things. Things I doubt I would be able to do if one were to ask me. I don't think that I can conjure a response that will make you sleep calm tonight. I don't think anything I can say will repair the damage. But," she gestured to the papers.
"We got what we needed! It is not foolproof but if that priest collaberates with those zealots, we can save so many more! You haven't... They..." Meilin's arm dropped and hang at her side as she tried to find the words.
"I swear by my gods and ancestors, Aoi, I am not asking this because I don't respect your God. Neither because I don't consider you a waste. Believe me, if we can avoid what they did before. To other people, it isn't for nought. Our real enemy is capable of doing much more horrid things! I.. Fucking hell... Fine!"
Meilin's hands shot to her clothing. Lifting her top garment, she would care less about the fact that she showed some skin. Pointing at large scars at her side, she spoke up again.
"Feel free to punch me. Berate me. Scold or curse my name. But by Valdar's wrath, I promise you. I have seen what those bastards are capable of. They butcher groups without a second thought. Women, men or children. Just... give me this one chance. If that priest isn't with them? I will surrender myself to the local authorities. I will do what is right. Regardless of being a kunoichi. Regardless of anything. Just, give me this one chance. Please, Aoi."
Aoi was struck with a primal terror as she suddenly felt she was no longer in charge of her own body. She willed herself to move with every ounce of her being but all she ended up doing was releasing Meilin and backing away. For a moment she was convinced she'd lost it. She'd snapped. Then Madoc began to speak to her side. She couldn't turn her head to look at the blonde mind reader but she was able to at least turn her gaze on him. Her eyes were ablaze with anger, at Meilin for the most part, but at least some of it was for the complete violation she felt from no longer being able to control herself.
She didn't speak to him, just darted her eyes up and down in place of shaking her head in agreement to his terms, she felt her control come back and she didn't move. At this point she was sure the Yamanaka would do something far more drastic if she lashed out for Meilin again.
As Meilin began to talk Aoi couldn't help but to turn her head to the side in a question. Had she misunderstood what Aoi wanted here? She couldn't blame the Cho, she barely knew what she had been saying herself, but she was sure that it at least made some semblance of sense that could be formed into coherent thought. Meilin went on about saving people. About how what they'd done could possibly stop the deaths of many. She watched from her spot across the room as she seethed in anger. Her want to now beat the Yamanaka along with the Cho only rising as Meilin spoke, misunderstanding what the problem Aoi had with the operation was. Then she pulled her shirt off and bared herself so they could see her scarred stomach.
Aoi let out a small nondescript sound, something akin to a gasp laced with an angry mumble. She couldn't not look at the scar for a few moments, then she tore her eyes away from it and back to Meilin, "How do you not get it?" She asked, almost pleading with her to understand, "Even Madoc got it for God's sake!" She pointed at the blonde where he sat.
"It's not about the Temple! It's not about the Guards!" At some point earlier between Madoc taking control of her and Meilin talking she had stopped crying, now they threatened to make an appearance once again. "It's about your lack of trust in your own fucking team!" She cried at Meilin.
"Why did I trust you enough to commit blasphemy for your plan, but you didn't trust us," she pointed between Madoc and herself as she spoke, "enough to tell us your ace in the hole to get into the Temple? Some secret technique that was just far too great for us to know about? That's utter and complete bullshit!" The tears came again, although not as forcefully as before. She wiped at her face with her forearm, leaving streaks of clean skin to play against her dirty face from her earlier brawl, "Why don't you trust your team enough to tell us a piece of make-or-break mission information?" She choked back a breath and swallowed. She brought her breathing down and straightened herself up, while wiping at her face again.
As he kept his position on the bed just hoping to relax, it seemed he would not get such when Meilin started to defend herself against Aoi. Who he was thankful didn't instantly attempt to lash out again at Meilin or himself this time. Yet as Madoc watched their argument, Meilin suddenly lifted her top garment off which shocked him, and for a few moments, he just stared before covering his eyes. Now just listening, he felt the need to give Aoi a look for what could be interpreted as an insult. Even Madoc got it? The fuck was that supposed to mean, he was the only one here who you literally couldn't keep a secret from. At this point him even speaking up wouldn't be beneficial at all, so all he did was listen as he sat on the bed with his left hand covering his eyes.
"I don't want to! Happy now?! I don't want to!"
The volume of Meilin's voice suddenly raised as she clenched her hands into fists.
"I don't want to trust you! I don't want to be hurt, again! Get that? You got it so easy. With your forgiving god. With your loving faith. Know what happens when you have nothing to fall back on to? Feels fucked up, doesn't it? Be glad that I, at least, didn't take anything tangible from you!"
Her cheeks flared up as she wanted to take a step forward. She had hoped that by showing the scar and talking about the results that she wouldn't have this damned confrontation. That they would just get some sleep and follow the priest tomorrow. That they would be able to put an end to the Zealots. Panting softly, Meilin felt the burning sensation in her stomach. It was crawling up to her chest and caused her hands to feel itchy.
"You want to know why I don't want to trust you both? Want to fucking know? Cause it means that I will put faith in you both. That means opening up. Putting myself vulnerable. Even if it something not that big." Meilin said, managing to lower the volume of her voice as she spoke. Her voice was a bit shaken but her gaze was locked on Aoi.
"Happy now? Or do you want more? Or will you just shut the fuck up and lay down? If you feel like picking this further up later, I am all game. But right now, I want to get some damn sleep and not be questioned by anybody. Tomorrow, I want to seek out those idiotic Sworn Swords. Then see if I have to turn myself in or not."
That having said, Meilin would almost stamp towards her own bed. Her back turned towards Aoi and Madoc, she would start to undo her weapon belt and pouches, letting them fall to the ground.
Aoi stood and simply listened, Meilin's deep-seated anger at her past experiences with others flowing over her as she let it out. As she told them how she really felt about them. About the team. Aoi thought to say something as Meilin spoke, but caught her tongue and let the Cho continue unhindered. Aoi felt her own rage leaving her as Meilin's words washed over her. 'At least she's being truthful now.' she thought to herself as Meilin went on, an immense feeling of guilt welling inside of Aoi to replace her previous outburst at the thought she had forced Meilin to do this, to say what she didn't ever want to say. Her whole body began to feel heavy at the thought that she was a burden on Meilin, that she was something Meilin could get hurt from and had been up to now consciously avoiding getting close to in secret to keep herself as isolated and safe as possible. She felt the tears on her face, just a few as they rolled down and clung to the bottom of her chin before dropping off without a sound.
She wanted to speak. To say something. To shake Meilin vigorously and tell her she was being unreasonable. Tell her that she wasn't going to be betrayed by Aoi now or ever. But even Aoi couldn't think those words with more than a hint of confidence on her own, she didn't know if she could speak them with the conviction needed to convey them properly, to make Meilin believe her. She let out a deep breath as Meilin began to undo her belt. "That's better…" she said her voice shaky and unsure of the words even as she said them.
She made her way across to the door and let herself out of the room. The door closing behind her she placed her back and head against the wall and stared at the ceiling, unsure of what she was even doing now that she was outside of the room.
Their talk seemed to be reaching the climax with Meilin giving them the reason on why she didn't want to trust them, that it would make her vulnerable. Although some points she was driving didn't sit well with him, so when she finished speaking and Aoi uttered a simple few words before leaving the room. It would leave just him and Meilin to which he would sigh and stand up off the bed uncovering his eyes he would speak. "Ain't going to force you to do anything, I won't say you are wrong or right. Cause frankly neither you or Aoi are freaking right. You are in charge of a team if you don't want to trust us. Then why are we even here? You ain't the only one who has nothing to fall back on. So I just want you to think about it before we proceed forward, if you can't trust us then I don't think this team will last much longer. Like I said before, doesn't need to be every detail just enough to get the point across….. I'll talk to Aoi as well, do try to take my words to mind, please? Neat technique by the way." Madoc said before opening the door and closing it behind him. Patting Aoi on the shoulder he would walk down the hall. "Come on, you get my words of wisdom next." Madoc said motioning for her to follow him.
Meilin would ignore the sounds behind her, hearing Aoi faintly. She didn't deem to react as she wanted to just lay down and sleep. Tomorrow they would need to operate at their best. A lot was at stake, after all. Hearing Madoc, Meilin threw a look over her right shoulder. She would remain silent.
When the door closed behind Madoc, Meilin would lay down and crawl underneath the sheets. She knew that she wasn't in the right. It had felt wrong to ask what she had asked of Aoi. To commit such acts. Closing her eyes, Meilin just wanted to fall asleep. She felt exhausted and yet sleep eluded her.
Clenching her hands into fists, Meilin wanted to scream and flail her fists around. The frustration of before was only growing and drove her to the need to kick the door open and just drag both of them back into the room. Kicking and screaming at them for making her feel like this. It was perhaps far from them being at fault for how she felt, what she had experienced and what their tasks were but she wasn't sure what else to do. All she wanted was to achieve her goals.
Perhaps...
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