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Kitti
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The comfort of the pillows made Fee feel comfortable and thrilled all at once, better than anything else in the whole wide world. With her face pressed to the pillow, she watched everyone a the party. Ecstasy's loving caress made her feel so warm and safe with these people, but she felt a little sullen as well. Did they really like her?
Seth offered to get the booze from now on, but maybe that was because they didn't trust in her ability to get the alcohol. She could do it! She always had the booze. And all the others, well, she wasn't sure if they liked her or anything. Her eyes slid from glazed over to darting between each one of them. The anxiety was hitting and it was consuming tonight.
Fee took a breath, trying to calm herself. These were her friends. They weren't going to leave her. She shouldn't take more pills. She could feel that tonight was going to be one of her lonely nights. Better to drink herself to sleep when they'd started to wear off. At the counter, she saw Eric pop another of his pills.
At ease once more, Fee reclined on the pillows again, stroking them with her careless fingertips. They just felt so good.
The comfort of the pillows made Fee feel comfortable and thrilled all at once, better than anything else in the whole wide world. With her face pressed to the pillow, she watched everyone a the party. Ecstasy's loving caress made her feel so warm and safe with these people, but she felt a little sullen as well. Did they really like her?
Seth offered to get the booze from now on, but maybe that was because they didn't trust in her ability to get the alcohol. She could do it! She always had the booze. And all the others, well, she wasn't sure if they liked her or anything. Her eyes slid from glazed over to darting between each one of them. The anxiety was hitting and it was consuming tonight.
Fee took a breath, trying to calm herself. These were her friends. They weren't going to leave her. She shouldn't take more pills. She could feel that tonight was going to be one of her lonely nights. Better to drink herself to sleep when they'd started to wear off. At the counter, she saw Eric pop another of his pills.
At ease once more, Fee reclined on the pillows again, stroking them with her careless fingertips. They just felt so good.
Levi smirked to Seth, one of the few he had a mind to party with tonight. He raised the shotglass to his lips, staring at the brown liquid inside with something like distaste but, at Seth's behest, he tipped the shot into his mouth but bypassed the entire cavity, only touching the part of his tongue just before the throat. His belly warmed and he felt lighter on his feet.
Ry left the heroin on the coffee table and Levi perked up to this. He motioned Seth with one hand over to the drugs. Without waiting for Seth's company, Levi began to prepare his arm for the heroin. The desire for the heroin made him feel angry but he knew that once he had the goods, he would feel much happier.
A question of himself, introspection about his need for the drug, was out of the question when he was actually on it. The big self debate he went through all the time would just have to wait until after the party. Levi inhaled deeply, grasping the needle between his fingers. He wanted this more than he could remember wanting anything. Well, almost anything.
Needle still in hand, Levi sidled over to Nikki, a smile on his face. "Nikki-Nikki, what's your poison tonight?"