Well, that's a clear message if ever Ï saw one.
-The reason we miss you is because we like what we know of your personality.
-The retired staff medal has actually been sent to every ex staff currently on the site as far as I can remember. From what I've seen, the medal system is largely automated. It certainly wasn't a joke on your expense, just a token of appreciation for all ex staffers.
-I've joined a couple of RP's, and though they died, that wasn't your fault, but rather the fate of MANY a good RP. Ergo, We are an RP site, and your RP's were welcome.
I understand you don't want to come back to us anymore for several well grounded reasons, so I won't try to convince you to stick around. But I wanted to clear up some of your points and give my take on it, if only for my own peace of mind.
Have a nice summer, Anders, and may your life keep taking turns for the better :)