Rewel continued to remain sitting awake at the stool, with his rifle delicately resting on his lap. He was trapped in a void between regret, confusion and... he could feel another emotion welling up inside him, yet he couldn't quite pick out what it was. What was it that was floating in his stomach that actually felt... in a way.. good. Which emotion... hell, he barely even knew anymore. He barely knew himself.
Rewel decides finally that sitting on a uncomfortable stool awake was unproductive, and it was leaving him to his dread of his own thoughts. He shuffles onto his feet, trudging to the door as he looks back to the others, unsure if anyone as fallen asleep yet.
"Gonna start a campfire. Cold, and can't sleep." He explains in a simple and low voice he was used to, pulling up the bandana over his mouth as the rifle swung gently from the strap around his shoulder. Rewel heads out the door, his feet now treading in the soft earth of outdoors, and the musky smell of dead still in the air somewhat.
Rewel flicks on the torch at the side of his PSS700, using it to first help him dig a small pit with a trowel in his pack. Flinging the dirt away and replacing the trowel back in his pack, Rewel scouts around the forest briefly, and it didn't take long for him to make a small circle of rocks around the fire pit. Now that the basic shape was done, all that was needed was fuel, and in a forest that was easy enough.
Rewel rummages around in his pack for a while, soon pulling out the hatchet he was looking for. It wasn't much, but it would do. It was always nice to know for Rewel that he had a large abundance of tools. He heads towards a young tree, illuminating the brown wood with his flashlight as he grips the hatchet in his hand. Taking a deep breath, Rewel swung the hatchet into the side of the tree with all his strength.
*THUNK*
I am a murderer.
*THUNK*
Yes. Yes I am. And that's all I'll ever be-
*THUNK*
No. There's more to me than that. I can change. I am changing.
*THUNK*
Haha. I think that, but that's what I want to think. Remember the blood when I-
*THUNK*
It's in the past. The world is gone... no one is left. It's a new life for me no-
*THUNK*
Even when the world ended, I killed four people. And why did I do it? Because I'm a FUCKING PSYCHO. DO I HEAR THAT? DO YOU HEAR THAT, REWEL? IT'S TIME FOR A-
*THUNK!* *THUNK!* *CRUNCH* *THUNNNK!*
Rewel lets out an angered and pained hell as he continues to furiously smash into the side of the tree with his hatchet, watching the young tree fall down as his muscles were tense, and his grey eyes were narrowed with insanity, guilt and acceptance for who he was. Furious with the killer, the PSYCHO within him, Rewel kicks down the young, thin tree once it was chopped into enough with his hatchet. The tree was fairly tall, and only of the thickness of his skinny arm as Rewel breathes heavily through clenched teeth, watching the tree fall.
"GOD DAMN IT!"
"..."
"...I..."
"..."
"God damn me."