Name: Jason McCloud
Age: "Does that even matter anymore? I'm dead. But I was nineteen"
Sexuality: "Why are you asking me this? if you must know I was heterosexual"
Psychological Disorders: Mood swings, and slight depression, panic disorder.
Personality: It's hard to tell with Jason. Due to his mood swings his personality was all over the place. He always tried to do his best to stay calm and collected but it didn't always work out in his favor. He wants to be there for people and help them as much as he can but due to his mood swings if they say the wrong thing it could cause him to snap and then he would end up making things worse rather then better.
History: Jason was an orphan abandoned by his parents when his was only five. They had left him in a restaurant saying they were "going outside for a moment." Jason stayed there for hours waiting for them until the restaurant finally closed and the management called the police. Since he was only five he didn't know his parents names he only knew what they looked like. They never found his parents and he was shipped off to an orphanage. His life there was hell. The owner of the orphanage treated the kids terribly, the orphanage was terribly overcrowded and the kids themselves were nearly starved to death. Any time someone came in to adopt a child the owner would do his best to slander each kid there and make the parents change their minds. Jason at age 10 ran away from the orphanage not being able to handle the abuse there anymore. He only made it a few days however before he was brought back to the orphanage where he was nearly beaten to death by the owner. At age 12 he was adopted by a nice family who loved him dearly. He had nightmares every night because of the torture he endured at the orphanage which only led to more problems.
Cause of Death: "..I'd rather not talk about it...I can still hear the wind whistling past my ears as I fell.." Jumped from a building
Reason for Choosing Suicide: "I couldn't deal with the nightmares anymore. I couldn't deal with the reality that my real parents left me behind. I couldn't handle all the pain that I was putting my adopted parents through with all my problems.."
Regrets: "I regret leaving my adopted parents..I know they loved me very much and no matter what they always did..I wish I could go back and tell them that I love them one last time..to hug my mom and let her know that I'm in a better place now..I also have a smaller regret that I never got to live my life to the fullest..I never got to find love and start a family of my own even though I'm not sure I would have been a good dad.."
