What thoughts keep you guise awake at night? Sometimes, I look outside my window into the trees and I wonder if there's someone there who is secretly spying on me with a really really really good telescope and then I start making faces at the window juuuuust in case someone is. I think I spend more time fantasizing about what dreams I am going to have than I do dreaming. I wonder sometimes if there is anything in this world that is not "all-natural." Because technically, everything comes from SOMETHING in nature already, but man just rearranges its atoms and chemistry to make it a little different. So does that mean all the manmade things I know to manmade should be called nature: modified? Sometimes I wonder why it is that babies can drink out of milk bottles when they are lying down but when I try to, I just get water up my nose. As you can tell I can't sleep and I have to work again in four hours. I've had a total of no hours of sleep in the last 20 hours.