I just feel like crap about myself. My mom has always made me feel bad about myself but she's kinda breaking the camel's back this time. I guess I'll go on a crash diet (no more junk food at all) and exercise....give up most of my hobbies so I have TIME to exercise (sorry Isabelle. Mom says I'm fat and my face still looks like a pizza.) The worst part is......it won't make me feel much better. I'll still suck at making friends (in fact I'll still have no friends anywhere remotely nearby) and I'll still be the third wheel everywhere.....but at least my mom won't be able to talk about my weight anymore. I just don't wanna be alone right now. I really don't.