Kayla felt beyond miserable the whole walk home - which only took a few minutes, as she had assured him before she left. It was impossible not to think of Anthony so soon after seeing him. She had tried so hard not to think about him when he was at school since they never wrote to each other after that one time she had visited. Eventually, she did forget. Mostly. It was hard to remember such good days when now her life was filled with nothing but stacks of bills and the stress of work and the deep, internal ache of not being able to shift. There was no room for pleasant things like past crushes. Yet, here he was, back again, and already changing her life all around. He was sending her for a mental tailspin, and she felt like she was going to fall to the ground.
Hard.
When she got home, she trudged up the stairs, automatically skipping the rotted and broken ones. She let herself in, tossing her sweater on the counter next to a stack of notices from banks that she hadn't even dared open yet. A flick of her wrist and the fridge was open, and she put the drinks Anthony had given her inside. Apart from those, she had a carton of orange juice, a carton of coffee creamer, and a mini tub of butter. The rest was empty, and the freezer was bare except for ice trays. She sighed and went over to her bed, flopping down and passing out almost immediately for a nice nap.
She woke up around sunset and took a long shower, then slipped into a pair of soft pink cotton shorts and a matching tank top. Everything was too big, reminding her yet again of her body issues. She sighed miserably and curled up in a chair, poking at the stuffing that was coming out before she got up and pulled out an old photo album from high school. Her mother had made it, and almost all of the pictures were of herself and Anthony. She had just opened it when she heard a faint scratching at the door. Strange.
She got up and wandered over, opening the door and looking around before she looked down. A cat! She smiled and squatted down, scratching him behind the ears.
"I think you've got the wrong house, pretty kitty.."