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Syphereon
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He noticed the way she held her knees against her chest. He chuckled a bit because he did the same thing. He waited awhile to say anything because he started to look at her, really look at her. She was beautiful, everything about her was. He finally understood why she giggled. It was the thunder. She enjoyed it. The monotonous repetitive sound seemed to give her a thrill. It was strangely.... cute. "I'm scared to love. I'm scared to care for anyone." he was shocked at how open he had become, but decided to keep going. "My best friend, the girl I loved commited suicide last winter. She never said goodbye. She never knew I loved her. She said, in her letter, that the reason she ended her life was because the one person she wanted to love her, didn't. It was me. She never knew how I felt because I was too scared of rejection. It tore me apart. It still does. I have nightmares of her calling out to me, sometimes. Every damn time in the nightmare, I turn my back and walk away." Jace takes a long swig of his Vodka and then says. "sorry if i freaked you out."