Oh, fine, I want to be a teenage Big Damn Hero, you figured me out. So, what's the plan? Well, I don't know who you want to be, but I know who I'm to be. Instead of having a character committing suicide because he can't take it, or someone desperately trying to die, I'm going to have a character actively trying to die, by means of a suicide mission. The reason for him doing this will be revealed in the RP, but your goal is to tag along, and we'll see what happens as a result. PM me if interested.