First Name: Melancholy
Nickname: "X"
Second name: Vera
Gender preference:
"Uhh.. what?" (Male)
What are you?:
Seke/Suke (Mostly Uke)
What type are you?:
"What kind of question is this?"
Badass Uke as Uke and
Chibi Seme as a Seme (he prefers to be an uke though)
What race are you?:
Werefox
"I'm kind of rare"
What are your likes?:
"Uh, I like a lot of stuff"
- Fairytales
- Books
-Music
-Love
What are your dislikes?:
"Shouldn't this be obvious?"
- War
- Idiots/Ignorance
- Mean/Rude People
What are your dreams and hopes?:
"I want to be somebody else... even just for a day"
He wants to become somebody important, really more than anything he just wants to feel wanted. He wants to belong somewhere, to be needed. But to say what his dreams would ever come true well... he doubts that. He inspires to be like the perfection seen in fairytales and in books and movies. He just thinks that they're so amazing and that maybe... maybe, if he were like them he wouldn't feel so alone and so useless.
What are your greatest fears?:
- That I'm not good enough
- Being Abandoned
- Myself...
Do you have any pets?:
who are your friends? (you can add this later):
crush? (you can also add this later):
who don't you like? (you can also add this later):
what are your thoughts about the people you've met? (optional):
your personality is:
Unpredictable, Cunning, Witty, Determined, Contrasts, Complicated
"Why can't I just live in my world?, it's much nicer there..."
He has an unsatiable desire to belong. He wants nothing more than to know someone cares and to be loved. This is shown in his personality by him always trying to be perfect at everything and nice to everyone, even sometimes to people he doesn't like. His whole life he was thrown away by the people he cared for the most and then fawned over by mere strangers, something that to this day he still doesn't understand. This has effected him in a number of ways, including him becoming a lot like a doormat for people since he's so easy to manipulate now which always hurts him making things even worse. And he has a tendency to really cling to others like an anchor keeping him down to earth. Because of all this he has used his instability sometimes to his advantage (Obfuscating Insanity) and because of his need to be loved he has developed Yandere traits. This has caused him to have basically two personalities and his other self is known as just "X"
(More to be revealed in rp)
do you have any mental conditions?:
"..."
Yes, many these all apply
Yandere
Fool for Love
Obfuscating Insanity
Enemy Within
Flip Personality
physical:
Physically Normal.
what word would you use to describe yourself?:
Yearning...
theme song:
Optional Bio:
what do you look like? :
Slim with pale skin, pinkish-white hair and beautiful, rounded, light blue eyes. often wears visual-kei type clothing and black nail polish with just a little eyeliner. Has a birth mark under his left eye that symbolizes him being born under a new moon. Soft, innocent looking features. Overall pretty attractive, or so he's been told.
Your photo:
anything else:
When he loses his mind and X take's control his eye color changes to a golden amber color like this: