Well i am seeking some advice here. More like get a second opinion/advice even though the new start for us when 2018 rang in all varied (mine sucked). I was given the advice to take a break from roleplaying from a friend of mine because of these reasons: 1. Having roleplays stall out of the blue either during or before starting for me isn't a good feeling even though it was what i wanted in terms of the roleplay. 2. Despite my efforts to not be one-dimensional and varied for people and roleplays it doesn't seem interesting to people anymore. 3. I had these things happen to me on another site before coming on here and on another site I got blocked at the planning phase of roleplays, asking to continue or to repost the logs when someone lost theirs and i did not do anything deserving of a block at all. 4. The people of roleplay interest waned significantly when it came to anime characters, video game characters and cartoon characters too. (avatar) Well these are my reasons and to only add to this emotionally and mentally it was frustrating for me but i am at a middle ground here of what to do so I want to hear your opinions and to hopefully make a decision on a clear head instead of 'jumping the gun'.