I am the reason she's getting them removed >:D.
Had all four pulled yesterday plus two that my wisdom teeth destroyed, one which had a crazy bad infection and bone loss in my jaw o.o. so I'M EATING SO MUCH FUCKING ICE CREAM AND YOGURT. ...and I can't chew so I just swallow solid foods cause I'm hungry ;^;. All I'm on is antibiotics and ibuprofen but tbh, I'm not taking the pain pills and there's barely any pain. It's just uncomfortable to sleep cause WHO SLEEPS SLANTED WITH THEIR HEAD IN THE AIR?! Shit is weird and I have stitches that are gonna devolve but they feel uncomfortable omo.
I AM JUST HOPEFUL THERE WILL BE NO MORE PAIN IN THE TOOTH THEY SAID US NORMAL CAUSE THAT MADE ME WANT TO KILL MYSELF, IT WAS SO AWFUL.
I was put under for this, and woke up while they where drilling the last tooth out which was the worst part because I think it traumatized me a bit since I keep randomly crying about it and shaking o.o. IT WAS SO SURREAL, MY EYES WEREN'T EVEN OPEN BUT I FELT THAT SHIT AND WAS ALL FREAKING OUT, TRYING TO MOVE MY HANDS BUT THEY HELD ME DOWN AND WERE ALL, WE'RE ALMOST DONE, JUST BREATHE! JUST A LITTLE MORE! OHMAN, SHE'S COMING OUT OF IT, LET'S BE QUICK!
...It was pretty scary o.o. I'm terrified of dentists.
I was technically awake during the surgery (the thought of being put under with anesthetic freaks me out a tiny bit, and I figured I'd rather avoid it if possible), and it actually wasn't
too bad, seeing as how, you know, they still numbed my mouth up good enough that I didn't feel any pain, though I still vaguely felt some, uh... poking and scraping... although it didn't actually hurt. I guess it was sort of like the "pain" you feel in a dream, when you get hurt and sort of feel whatever's hurting you but you don't really feel any pain. Kind of weird. o.o Unfortunately, I overestimated what the effect of the laughing gas would be. I figured it would leave me too
woooo to care, but, not really. I still felt a lot more conscious of what was going on than I expected to be. @_@
I kind of regret not letting them put me under, though, just so that I could've at least enjoyed a bit of a high to take me away from the fucking
agony that followed once I got out of there. Really, the surgery itself wasn't
too bad of an experience, but, the days that followed? Fairly certain that's what hell is supposed to feel like.
AND I'M GLAD THAT
YOU DIDN'T FEEL THE NEED FOR ANY GOOD PAIN MEDS, MR. STRONG GUY, BUT
I FOR ONE HAVE A RATHER PATHETIC PAIN TOLERANCE AND I WOULD'VE
LOVED PAIN MEDS THAT WOULD'VE BROUGHT MY PAIN DOWN TO A TOLERABLE LEVEL -- not to mention, the stomach pain from the ibuprofen was so bad that I actually cut down on it some days because I would've rather just endured the mouth pain. PLUS, it would have been
great to have pain meds that, even if they didn't diminish the pain completely, could've at least put me in la-la land so I wouldn't be thinking about the pain as much,
but no, distracting myself from all that was a rather difficult task.
AND, IN THOSE DAYS FOLLOWING THE SURGERY, I WASN'T EVEN
USING THE DRUGS THAT THEY PRESUMABLY COULDN'T GIVE ME THE PAIN PILLS BECAUSE OF, SO... ASJHDFKLDJSKLFS....!!
Oh, and I'm not even going to get into how fucking
gross my mouth felt, for so many reasons, sometimes actually making me feel
nauseous in addition to how much pain I was in...
This was not a pleasant time in my life.
BE THANKFUL YOU ONLY NEED TO GET ONE OUT, DIANA.