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Annyeong Bunny
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When people said that guilt could kill... he thought they were exaggerating. However, that very feeling swelled in Lee's chest and once Austin left, he slowly sank into the chair behind him. His eyes were wide and he couldn't stand the suffocating feeling that filled his throat. Rubbing his hands against his face, he tried to push the feeling away, but it wouldn't. For the first time in his life, he felt like he had to follow someone.
Without hesitating another second, he stood onto his feet and hurried out the door, hearing it lock behind him. Jogging down the hall, he entered the elevator and pressed on the button, tapping his foot as the doors seemed to shut slower than ever. He had a bad feeling about it. Not only was he feeling guilty, but he just felt anxious about letting Austin go by himself. After what he went through on his own, he didn't want the only person willing to work with him to get injured. That would only delay his work more.
After exiting the elevator, Lee ran out of the building and looked around, trying to find any sight of the retreating body of Austin. He was about to give up when he saw the figure of a male turning down the far corner a long ways down the road. Cursing under his breath, Lee followed in a brisk run, his messy hair flying around from the wind. After turning the same corner, he watched as Austin climbed over a fence, and gave a slight sigh before starting toward the same fence.
Then, he heard the gunshot.
Like nothing he felt before, anxiousness overwhelmed the guilty feeling in his chest, and it felt like his stomach dropped to the ground. Feeling his legs go limp under him, the detective stumbled forward, a look of intense disbelief washing over his face. Chills ran down his back and along his arms, and it felt like someone filled his veins with ice water. Finally, he got his legs to move, but it felt like he was running in slow motion, no matter how fast he tried to run. He felt like he was in a daze... a dream. There was no way. Finally making it to the fence, Lee scaled the fence faster than he had ever climbed anything. After dropping down, he turned to find an unresponsive Austin.
"Austin. Hey, come on. This isn't funny." Lee's voice came out shaking with nerves, slightly hoping that the other male was just trying to get back at him for the argument only moments before. However, at the pale complexion of the other male, and the all-too-real blood stain on his chest, the detective slowly crouched down and grabbed Austin's hand, searching for a pulse. "Ani... Sul-ma. Mal-do-an-dwae. (No... Impossible. I can't believe it)." Feeling that it was very faint, Lee pulled out his cell phone with shaky hands and dialed for an ambulance. Afterward, he dropped his phone to the ground and held his hands n front of him, unsure what he was supposed to do.
Then, almost instantly, his body moved on its own and gently pulled Austin against his chest, pulling his dress shirt from his pants and ripping a large piece of the fabric. Usually, it was a strong material, but the intensity of getting it to rip made it rip easily in his hands. Balling it up, he then tore Austin's shirt open, revealing the bullet wound. "Jesus... I knew you shouldn't have went alone, you crazy bastard!" Lee muttered quickly under his breath as he pressed the balled fabric against the bleeding wound, holding pressure on it. His face was pale and all he could hear was his own heartbeat in his ears, the rest of his body numb except for the weight of Austin's body leaning against him.
"God, why won't they hurry up!" Lee shouted, his eyes wide as he looked up and around, for any sign of the medics. Absentmindedly, as he searched around the yard, the detective pulled Austin's unconscious body closer, holding his other arm protectively around the other's stomach in order to keep him still as he leaned against him. Hunching his own body over Austin's, Lee wanted to make sure that the shooter wouldn't get him twice, and instead would shoot him. However, to his relief, the sound of an ambulance met his ears, and he heard people hollering to him.
"Here! In the back yard!" Lee called out, his voice straining ever so slightly from being emotional and out of breath. Finally, the medics appeared with a stretcher and lifted Austin from his arms and lifted him toward the ambulance. Standing up quickly, the male followed, moving to sit inside the ambulance as well. During the ride, Lee continued to hold the wad of material over Austin's wound, despite the medics telling him not to.
"Aish! I'm a detective, I know what I'm doing, so just leave me alone!" Lee snapped at the males trying to take over, and they simply watched with wide sympathetic eyes. Lee set his jaw, glaring at them before he turned to look back down at the other's wound. He could still feel his heartbeat going a mile a minute, and he watched as Austin's blood started to stain and dry on his hand. Moving his jaw side to side in anxiousness, Lee felt the ambulance stop, and he lifted his eyes to see the male medics lower the back to roll Austin into the hospital. Lee was on his feet in an instant to follow them, and stopped outside the dreaded glass doors, seeing the 'surgery in progress' sign light red, signalling that they were working on Austin. With glazed eyes, Lee moved to one of the chairs waiting outside the doors and plopped down, his whole body feeling like it was made of lead. He couldn't explain the feeling. Leaning over, Lee held his head in his hands, his eyes wide as they locked onto the tile flooring, the smell of antiseptic filling his nose, and he could feel Austin's blood smear on his face from his hand, but it didn't bother him..
Despite all the things Lee had experienced in his life, for once, he was genuinely scared. Austin could easily die, and it could all be because of him...