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FELIX BUTLER
Location: Hogwarts Castle - Room of Requirement
Time of day: Evening after the welcoming feast
Interactions:
Ainslie Morrison - @Sailor Arti
Caleb O'Neill - @DayDreamer
******
Seeing Ainslie taking her food back up was a relief in more ways than one. He wanted her to go easy on herself on the one hand. On the other, how bad could it possibly be if her appetite returned with a little nudge? Right? And yet, he could not help himself. He returned back to his meal, but only enthusiastically enough for Ainslie not to worry. He was scared, confused, and disappointed to be so out of the loop that he felt utterly helpless. He finished his plate and waited patiently for her with a warm, comforting smile. Truth be told, he embraced the delay; being a coward sometimes felt way too tempting. But he needed to know, and he wanted to support his best friend that needed someone around.
Even though Felix was very well aware that Caleb's pride would fight off any help with all its might, proclaiming it a pity. But while it may have worked on others, Felix knew better and was able to withstand more. He did not chicken out from reaching out when it was clearly told he is not desired back when they first met, and the boy would be damned if he was to bail now.
Ainslie finished her final plate not a moment too soon, just at the moment when Felix tossed aside all the doubts and now had only impatience remaining. The sooner he saw Caleb, the sooner he would feel better. That is why, when the ginger finally made her move, the boy perked up to attention almost instantaneously. Squirming away from the table to get up clumsily, he quickly apologized to those around him and hurried after Ainslie without hesitation. With his freakishly long step, he had no trouble following.
"Now to find where he's hiding. Any clue?" Ainslie asked the question almost to herself as she made her way down the corridor. "Aye. I-I think so," Felix responded quickly after while he was still brainstorming on whether here response was actually accurate. He, at least, had a good idea of what Caleb tended to do whenever he wished to hide. And Felix couldn't blame him. Occupying your mind with the things that bring you joy was a healthy coping mechanism he would not expect from someone like Caleb. To be fair, there were many terrible ones in the mix, but everything starts with small steps!
Felix was about to present his idea when Ainslie spoke up, suddenly slowing down and making him follow along. "I guess I should explain before we actually meet him as well." Yes, that would have been very appreciative, and Felix evidently showed his approval of her idea by letting out a sight, ready to listen. "I would appreciate knowing what I am getting myself into, yes," he responded with a meek smirk, encouraging her to proceed. Once again, she was evidently nervous, and that ugly knot was back in Felix's gut.
"Please, Ains, just tell me. I beg you," he thought as he bit into his lower lip, nervously tapping his foot.
"This summer something really bad happened. I mentioned that in the Hall." Felix quickly confirmed it with a nod. "Well....there was an accident," Ainslie proceeded once it seemed she was sure of a thing she was about to tell him. "And this accident involved a forbidden spell, fiendfyre to be exact."
"What?!" It came out louder and more aggressive than he had hoped. Immediately after, Felix lowered his voice and stepped closer to Ainslie. It was an unexpected turn, and not for the better. At least he no longer was able to focus on the heaviness in his gut. His mind finally got a decent base to overthink on instead. "B-but what does he have to do with that?" He questioned in a hushed tone, searching for Ainslie's gaze.
"I don't know what really happened all I know is what the papers said. The fire was terrible, and they don't know who started," Ainslie responded, but even while processing it, Felix remained intensely fixated on her face as if he made every effor to read her lips as well. "There were no casualties however...um..." She let out a sigh of defeat before she proceeded.
"Caleb was involved in it. The papers weren't too kind to him. In fact, they paint him as the villain of this whole thing, but--"
"No," Felix responded with a deep frown setting on his face, shaking his head spitefully. "No way. Absolutely not!"
"I just know that's not true!" Ainslie agreed with him, joining her own spiteful expression with his. Of course, it wasn't true! This was Caleb O'Neill they were talking about. Among all of the things he could have possibly done, anything as such was out of the question! He was ready to put his own head down for chopping if that was the case, and he stubbornly stuck to his belief.
"The Caleb I know wouldn't do something like that. Sure, he's an idiot with a pea brain, but he's also sweet. Caleb has a good heart, he wouldn't hurt anyone."
"Are you kidding me? I would know," Felix scoffed dismissively. Of course, he was aware of all of this as they were facts to him, but still, he somehow appreciated hearing them from someone else as well. Caleb had someone to stand up for him, and they were all wrong if they thought that they could just corner him without retaliation.
"I don't know how he made it out, I really don't. It's somewhat of a miracle really," Ainslie proceeded, getting back to the part that seemed to be involving Caleb differently. All Felix could do is shrug. He would be lying if he said he could even begin to assume. There was only one time he had ever heard of it being mentioned before in a practical sense, and even that was one time too many. The cursed thing should never have been invented in the first place!
"However he didn't make it out of there unscathed." Felix paused, scratching his head nervously as his gut turned. This was it. This was that big lousy boggart Ainslie avoided until that moment. "He...Caleb, he..." The anticipation was killing him. Still, he managed to keep his mouth shut, letting her speak, even though it was just barely. "Caleb...was hurt pretty bad because of the fire. And now he has the scar to prove it, however it's a scar that everyone can see. Which I'm quite sure is the exact opposite of what he wants right now."
Felix nodded, taking a moment to adapt to this new status on things. His friend was hurt. Not only was he baselessly slandered, but he was injured as well. So much injustice felt like a burning ball in his chest. Was it how anger felt? He hated it.
"He couldn't even look me in the eyes today." Ainslie sounded helpless in her claim. Caleb was a dramatic persona, but it took a lot to simply go over friends like that. It was a big deal. Felix was now convinced. His fists remained tightly clenched against his sides as he stared at the ground in front of him, thinking. Before his thoughts went further ahead, Felix spotted Ainslie's hand that reached out towards him. He observed her shaky palm for a brief moment before he exhaled and grabbed her hand, squeezing it confidently.
She was a nervous mess, and it brought up a week smirk on his face. She was just as worried when he first told her he liked her. Except… now it was over a thing that should have never happened. It was funny how the same emotions worked in entirely different situations under different rules. He had always found that incredibly fascinating.
He was confident that Ainslie's touch was magical all on its own. As soon as her small hand reached his, it filled him with confidence to proceed. "He is alive," Felix finally spoke, at first sounding as if he is convincing himself, and then more decisively, giving her hand another gentle squeeze, entangling their fingers together. "Jackass is alive, and that is all that matters!" He exclaimed with a sudden surge of short-lasting joy. It felt like a somewhat unnatural reaction to his soul falling apart, but what did he know. He wasn't an emotional expert, as it was proven time and time again. It'll do for the time being. It'll absolutely do.
"And now," he smirked, pulling her gently after him. "We're gonna make the Jackass feel better. Screw newspapers and screw everyone else!" He nodded decisively, his mind now entirely focused on the mission at hand. He needed to do this as no friend of his would ever be a miserable mess. Not on his watch. Caleb, being his best friend, made it so times ten!
"Brooms," he spoke up after a few moments of silence and thinking. "He always does it when something bad happens. To keep his mind off things. And there is only one place he does them," he smirked knowingly. The ginger surely knew what he was talking about. He was absolutely unsure whether his theory would prove to be correct, but if he was accurate for the most part in the past, it was safe to say that he was on the right track. His feet led him towards the Room of Requirement so hastily that he occasionally had to remind himself that the Ainslie was still attached to him and that he should slow down.
Reaching the Seventh Floor felt like it took forever. Once there, Felix wasted no time but marched directly towards the wall across the Barnabas the Barmy that still made an impressive but futile effort to make dancers out of trolls centuries after he did it for the last time outside of the frame. It was always more than amusing to watch, but this time Felix barely even acknowledged that there was anything else around them but that one particular wall he was staring at.
Finally releasing Ainslie's hand, he stepped forward and sighed audibly. "I don't know if he was smart enough to lock us out. I sure as hell hope not. One way to find out," he shrugged, getting into the position and proceeding to pass the wall three times from left to right, vividly imagining Cal's workshop as he had memorized it, to be able to bug him whenever he wished. Only once had he ended up in the broom closet instead, and this time, he really had no time nor patience for a do-over.
"I need you to be a dumbass just this one time, lad," he mumbled to himself as he was walking past. "Please. Just this once, and we're good." He stopped in his track once the brief ritual was completed. He exhaled with relief when the wall clicked, and a simple door appeared in front of him. He forgot the most obvious thing to ensure his privacy. It all spoke for itself. O'Neill indeed had a hard time, and he was all alone. It was a devastating thing to think of, so Felix quickly brushed it aside. At least for the time being. They were priorities at hand.
"Atta boy," he smirked briefly, pulling the knob and pushing the door open, letting Ainslie slide inside before he would step in, closing the door along the way. The workshop was just as he had remembered it. Full of all kinds of things, but never suffocating, with familiar sounds of crafting reaching their ears. It all seemed perfectly normal at first glance, except this time, he felt like an impostor.
With his head deep in his projects at a distance, Caleb left a lot for Felix's imagination to go wild. Two arms and two hands. Good. Two legs with two feet as well, it seemed. More than good. Brilliant!
Before he did anything to disturb Caleb's focus, Felix inhaled once again, putting on his usual friendly face and discreetly squeezing Ainslie's shoulder for comfort. Or perhaps it was he that needed it. There was no turning back even if he had attempted to bail, so he fixed up his posture and stepped forward enthusiastically, approaching his friend as dramatically as always.
"So I don't get a proper welcoming greet now, but I have to work for it, huh?" He chuckled. "I guess that in a month, you forgot all about the best guy you know. But he did not forget about you! Bring it in here, dweeb," Felix demanded with a wide grin and arms spread out, ready for a hug.
Location: Hogwarts Castle - Room of Requirement
Time of day: Evening after the welcoming feast
Interactions:
Ainslie Morrison - @Sailor Arti
Caleb O'Neill - @DayDreamer
******
Seeing Ainslie taking her food back up was a relief in more ways than one. He wanted her to go easy on herself on the one hand. On the other, how bad could it possibly be if her appetite returned with a little nudge? Right? And yet, he could not help himself. He returned back to his meal, but only enthusiastically enough for Ainslie not to worry. He was scared, confused, and disappointed to be so out of the loop that he felt utterly helpless. He finished his plate and waited patiently for her with a warm, comforting smile. Truth be told, he embraced the delay; being a coward sometimes felt way too tempting. But he needed to know, and he wanted to support his best friend that needed someone around.
Even though Felix was very well aware that Caleb's pride would fight off any help with all its might, proclaiming it a pity. But while it may have worked on others, Felix knew better and was able to withstand more. He did not chicken out from reaching out when it was clearly told he is not desired back when they first met, and the boy would be damned if he was to bail now.
Ainslie finished her final plate not a moment too soon, just at the moment when Felix tossed aside all the doubts and now had only impatience remaining. The sooner he saw Caleb, the sooner he would feel better. That is why, when the ginger finally made her move, the boy perked up to attention almost instantaneously. Squirming away from the table to get up clumsily, he quickly apologized to those around him and hurried after Ainslie without hesitation. With his freakishly long step, he had no trouble following.
"Now to find where he's hiding. Any clue?" Ainslie asked the question almost to herself as she made her way down the corridor. "Aye. I-I think so," Felix responded quickly after while he was still brainstorming on whether here response was actually accurate. He, at least, had a good idea of what Caleb tended to do whenever he wished to hide. And Felix couldn't blame him. Occupying your mind with the things that bring you joy was a healthy coping mechanism he would not expect from someone like Caleb. To be fair, there were many terrible ones in the mix, but everything starts with small steps!
Felix was about to present his idea when Ainslie spoke up, suddenly slowing down and making him follow along. "I guess I should explain before we actually meet him as well." Yes, that would have been very appreciative, and Felix evidently showed his approval of her idea by letting out a sight, ready to listen. "I would appreciate knowing what I am getting myself into, yes," he responded with a meek smirk, encouraging her to proceed. Once again, she was evidently nervous, and that ugly knot was back in Felix's gut.
"Please, Ains, just tell me. I beg you," he thought as he bit into his lower lip, nervously tapping his foot.
"This summer something really bad happened. I mentioned that in the Hall." Felix quickly confirmed it with a nod. "Well....there was an accident," Ainslie proceeded once it seemed she was sure of a thing she was about to tell him. "And this accident involved a forbidden spell, fiendfyre to be exact."
"What?!" It came out louder and more aggressive than he had hoped. Immediately after, Felix lowered his voice and stepped closer to Ainslie. It was an unexpected turn, and not for the better. At least he no longer was able to focus on the heaviness in his gut. His mind finally got a decent base to overthink on instead. "B-but what does he have to do with that?" He questioned in a hushed tone, searching for Ainslie's gaze.
"I don't know what really happened all I know is what the papers said. The fire was terrible, and they don't know who started," Ainslie responded, but even while processing it, Felix remained intensely fixated on her face as if he made every effor to read her lips as well. "There were no casualties however...um..." She let out a sigh of defeat before she proceeded.
"Caleb was involved in it. The papers weren't too kind to him. In fact, they paint him as the villain of this whole thing, but--"
"No," Felix responded with a deep frown setting on his face, shaking his head spitefully. "No way. Absolutely not!"
"I just know that's not true!" Ainslie agreed with him, joining her own spiteful expression with his. Of course, it wasn't true! This was Caleb O'Neill they were talking about. Among all of the things he could have possibly done, anything as such was out of the question! He was ready to put his own head down for chopping if that was the case, and he stubbornly stuck to his belief.
"The Caleb I know wouldn't do something like that. Sure, he's an idiot with a pea brain, but he's also sweet. Caleb has a good heart, he wouldn't hurt anyone."
"Are you kidding me? I would know," Felix scoffed dismissively. Of course, he was aware of all of this as they were facts to him, but still, he somehow appreciated hearing them from someone else as well. Caleb had someone to stand up for him, and they were all wrong if they thought that they could just corner him without retaliation.
"I don't know how he made it out, I really don't. It's somewhat of a miracle really," Ainslie proceeded, getting back to the part that seemed to be involving Caleb differently. All Felix could do is shrug. He would be lying if he said he could even begin to assume. There was only one time he had ever heard of it being mentioned before in a practical sense, and even that was one time too many. The cursed thing should never have been invented in the first place!
"However he didn't make it out of there unscathed." Felix paused, scratching his head nervously as his gut turned. This was it. This was that big lousy boggart Ainslie avoided until that moment. "He...Caleb, he..." The anticipation was killing him. Still, he managed to keep his mouth shut, letting her speak, even though it was just barely. "Caleb...was hurt pretty bad because of the fire. And now he has the scar to prove it, however it's a scar that everyone can see. Which I'm quite sure is the exact opposite of what he wants right now."
Felix nodded, taking a moment to adapt to this new status on things. His friend was hurt. Not only was he baselessly slandered, but he was injured as well. So much injustice felt like a burning ball in his chest. Was it how anger felt? He hated it.
"He couldn't even look me in the eyes today." Ainslie sounded helpless in her claim. Caleb was a dramatic persona, but it took a lot to simply go over friends like that. It was a big deal. Felix was now convinced. His fists remained tightly clenched against his sides as he stared at the ground in front of him, thinking. Before his thoughts went further ahead, Felix spotted Ainslie's hand that reached out towards him. He observed her shaky palm for a brief moment before he exhaled and grabbed her hand, squeezing it confidently.
She was a nervous mess, and it brought up a week smirk on his face. She was just as worried when he first told her he liked her. Except… now it was over a thing that should have never happened. It was funny how the same emotions worked in entirely different situations under different rules. He had always found that incredibly fascinating.
He was confident that Ainslie's touch was magical all on its own. As soon as her small hand reached his, it filled him with confidence to proceed. "He is alive," Felix finally spoke, at first sounding as if he is convincing himself, and then more decisively, giving her hand another gentle squeeze, entangling their fingers together. "Jackass is alive, and that is all that matters!" He exclaimed with a sudden surge of short-lasting joy. It felt like a somewhat unnatural reaction to his soul falling apart, but what did he know. He wasn't an emotional expert, as it was proven time and time again. It'll do for the time being. It'll absolutely do.
"And now," he smirked, pulling her gently after him. "We're gonna make the Jackass feel better. Screw newspapers and screw everyone else!" He nodded decisively, his mind now entirely focused on the mission at hand. He needed to do this as no friend of his would ever be a miserable mess. Not on his watch. Caleb, being his best friend, made it so times ten!
"Brooms," he spoke up after a few moments of silence and thinking. "He always does it when something bad happens. To keep his mind off things. And there is only one place he does them," he smirked knowingly. The ginger surely knew what he was talking about. He was absolutely unsure whether his theory would prove to be correct, but if he was accurate for the most part in the past, it was safe to say that he was on the right track. His feet led him towards the Room of Requirement so hastily that he occasionally had to remind himself that the Ainslie was still attached to him and that he should slow down.
Reaching the Seventh Floor felt like it took forever. Once there, Felix wasted no time but marched directly towards the wall across the Barnabas the Barmy that still made an impressive but futile effort to make dancers out of trolls centuries after he did it for the last time outside of the frame. It was always more than amusing to watch, but this time Felix barely even acknowledged that there was anything else around them but that one particular wall he was staring at.
Finally releasing Ainslie's hand, he stepped forward and sighed audibly. "I don't know if he was smart enough to lock us out. I sure as hell hope not. One way to find out," he shrugged, getting into the position and proceeding to pass the wall three times from left to right, vividly imagining Cal's workshop as he had memorized it, to be able to bug him whenever he wished. Only once had he ended up in the broom closet instead, and this time, he really had no time nor patience for a do-over.
"I need you to be a dumbass just this one time, lad," he mumbled to himself as he was walking past. "Please. Just this once, and we're good." He stopped in his track once the brief ritual was completed. He exhaled with relief when the wall clicked, and a simple door appeared in front of him. He forgot the most obvious thing to ensure his privacy. It all spoke for itself. O'Neill indeed had a hard time, and he was all alone. It was a devastating thing to think of, so Felix quickly brushed it aside. At least for the time being. They were priorities at hand.
"Atta boy," he smirked briefly, pulling the knob and pushing the door open, letting Ainslie slide inside before he would step in, closing the door along the way. The workshop was just as he had remembered it. Full of all kinds of things, but never suffocating, with familiar sounds of crafting reaching their ears. It all seemed perfectly normal at first glance, except this time, he felt like an impostor.
With his head deep in his projects at a distance, Caleb left a lot for Felix's imagination to go wild. Two arms and two hands. Good. Two legs with two feet as well, it seemed. More than good. Brilliant!
Before he did anything to disturb Caleb's focus, Felix inhaled once again, putting on his usual friendly face and discreetly squeezing Ainslie's shoulder for comfort. Or perhaps it was he that needed it. There was no turning back even if he had attempted to bail, so he fixed up his posture and stepped forward enthusiastically, approaching his friend as dramatically as always.
"So I don't get a proper welcoming greet now, but I have to work for it, huh?" He chuckled. "I guess that in a month, you forgot all about the best guy you know. But he did not forget about you! Bring it in here, dweeb," Felix demanded with a wide grin and arms spread out, ready for a hug.