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The main takeaway from the events of the past couple days is that I should just stop thinking about ANYTHING. Stop letting myself overthink. Stop thinking about the advice of other people. And stop even listening to anyone's advice.
The main takeaway from recent events is that the only way to truly be happy is to just STOP CARING ABOUT ANYTHING. If I care about my schoolwork, just a little, I'm a perfectionist. If I care about introspection, I'm overthinking things. If I care about recovery, then I'm NOT EVEN READY FOR RECOVERY.
And if something has hurt me to the point where I'm still thinking about it months later?? Then obviously I'm fucking obsessed. And the only way to move on is to not care.
So fine then!! I guess that's the main thing I have to work on, then. To just NOT GIVE A SINGLE FUCK ABOUT AAAANYTHING.
The main takeaway from recent events is that the only way to truly be happy is to just STOP CARING ABOUT ANYTHING. If I care about my schoolwork, just a little, I'm a perfectionist. If I care about introspection, I'm overthinking things. If I care about recovery, then I'm NOT EVEN READY FOR RECOVERY.
And if something has hurt me to the point where I'm still thinking about it months later?? Then obviously I'm fucking obsessed. And the only way to move on is to not care.
So fine then!! I guess that's the main thing I have to work on, then. To just NOT GIVE A SINGLE FUCK ABOUT AAAANYTHING.