You know what man? Go to hell. Seriously, this is about the only time I am this serious about telling you off.
I know that I fucked up that one time, I really did. I have been working hard to get better, to create a better life for myself and be a better me. I have tried hard, slipped up a bit but I keep on trying. But you, and the rest of you, haven't made me feel welcome. It took me a while to realize something; you haven't treated me like you want me to come back. For the longest time I lied to myself, I let myself believe that you were just being distant. But with your boyfriend constantly insulting me, and the feeling that I am not welcome at your D&D sessions, I don't think you have forgiven me.
I have money, and that's why you want me around. I'm tired of feeling this alone. And another thing; when I post on my own fucking timeline about my own damn opinion, I'm not directing it towards anyone.
I said that I hate it when people tell me that everything happens for a reason. I explained why, without saying that 'this is why I hate it' because I didn't think that I needed to because I wasn't posting it as a reply to someone else. I wasn't posting it on someone else's timeline. I posted it on mine, and no I didn't say that people who believed that things happened for a reason were wrong. I just posted what i thought, which last I checked was my right. You are doing the same thing that you claim that I was doing. Human decency? Understanding? That's a lot coming from you.
You can't see the abuse my sister brings me through because you've got this idea that I'm some sort of monster. That I can never be good enough. I'll get you your money, and then I'm gone. I deactivated my account because I thought I needed a break, not because of this but thank you for assuming that I did it just because of this. I was spending too much time on it, and I felt that taking a break and going on vacation was a good idea. but you've completely made this about you and blew things up.
I never noticed it but you all were hesitant to help me move even though I spent a work night helping you guys move. And you won't help me, not without serious hesitation.
I'm done, thanks for taking whatever happiness I had left away. I officially have no friends in real life anymore. I feel alone, I feel hated and attacked. I didn't actually make a shot at anyone. I posted one opinion, it didn't make it right or wrong. It wasn't telling people that they were wrong, it was me saying that i don't like something and why but it wasn't attacking anyone.
With friends like you, who needs enemies.