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She wanted to hate him.
The quiet days of semiconsciousness in the desert had been a strange dream, though a good one. She remembered little more than waking occasionally, the two of them in perfect tandem, rolling over to see that he was still alive and well, then drifting back into the nearest thing to perfection she'd ever seen.
But in the days hence, their quiet journey to and through the jungle, growing closer to the next village over with every step, the perfection had dissipated, leaving her with a pervasive sense of dread. She could not tell his own from hers, though she sensed a common enemy in the village. Where he saw a prison, she saw a death sentence. What would the Cerebrae do when they discovered her sins? At the very least, she would be kept, and experiment for the Council to document and the Prodigies to study. A Cerebrae with more than one power class? It was unheard of, an impossibility, and this one capable of massive and destructive power. She was dangerous and unknowable. She had killed her kind. She had killed her sister and assassinated the next CloudDottir. She had gone on the run with the city's greatest asset, perhaps the only black Aavan in existence. If she wasn't captured and caged for the rest of her life, she would be subject to a tribunal and put to death within a week.
And somehow, that seemed the kinder of the two fates.
She had been trying, ever since the two awoke, to distance herself from her Aavan -- from the Aavan -- sensing, knowing it would be best for both of them, and easier for her. His presence had become a balm somehow, entirely too strange and dependent to maintain, even if they're weren't to be forcibly separated. And they were. She had spent quiet hours trying to find the hatred she'd borne for him a few short weeks ago, when this whole journey had become. She'd stopped speaking to him, save for short, terse answers. She blamed him for falling afoul of the desert-snakes, for the days lost out in the sand. She was angry. She wanted to hate him. She tried to hate him.
And she couldn't.
And as the village loomed ever closer, she only felt more and more desolate, so that when he finally spoke, she responded with a modicum of the bitterness she'd felt in those first days.
"Fine," she said coolly. "Go. Leave me here, it's not so far to walk. It will be easier to explain if they see me coming from a distance. If they spot you, I won't be able to stop them."
That, she realized distantly, was a lie. If they sent forces after him numbering one or one thousand and one, she would tear them apart before she let them lay a finger on him. But it wouldn't matter. She would still be a killer, and he would still be gone.
"Let me down," she requested calmly. "This is where we part."
The quiet days of semiconsciousness in the desert had been a strange dream, though a good one. She remembered little more than waking occasionally, the two of them in perfect tandem, rolling over to see that he was still alive and well, then drifting back into the nearest thing to perfection she'd ever seen.
But in the days hence, their quiet journey to and through the jungle, growing closer to the next village over with every step, the perfection had dissipated, leaving her with a pervasive sense of dread. She could not tell his own from hers, though she sensed a common enemy in the village. Where he saw a prison, she saw a death sentence. What would the Cerebrae do when they discovered her sins? At the very least, she would be kept, and experiment for the Council to document and the Prodigies to study. A Cerebrae with more than one power class? It was unheard of, an impossibility, and this one capable of massive and destructive power. She was dangerous and unknowable. She had killed her kind. She had killed her sister and assassinated the next CloudDottir. She had gone on the run with the city's greatest asset, perhaps the only black Aavan in existence. If she wasn't captured and caged for the rest of her life, she would be subject to a tribunal and put to death within a week.
And somehow, that seemed the kinder of the two fates.
She had been trying, ever since the two awoke, to distance herself from her Aavan -- from the Aavan -- sensing, knowing it would be best for both of them, and easier for her. His presence had become a balm somehow, entirely too strange and dependent to maintain, even if they're weren't to be forcibly separated. And they were. She had spent quiet hours trying to find the hatred she'd borne for him a few short weeks ago, when this whole journey had become. She'd stopped speaking to him, save for short, terse answers. She blamed him for falling afoul of the desert-snakes, for the days lost out in the sand. She was angry. She wanted to hate him. She tried to hate him.
And she couldn't.
And as the village loomed ever closer, she only felt more and more desolate, so that when he finally spoke, she responded with a modicum of the bitterness she'd felt in those first days.
"Fine," she said coolly. "Go. Leave me here, it's not so far to walk. It will be easier to explain if they see me coming from a distance. If they spot you, I won't be able to stop them."
That, she realized distantly, was a lie. If they sent forces after him numbering one or one thousand and one, she would tear them apart before she let them lay a finger on him. But it wouldn't matter. She would still be a killer, and he would still be gone.
"Let me down," she requested calmly. "This is where we part."