It was all worth it.
At least I can say that now that its over with.
That part of my life, I mean.
Tell you? Why would I do that?
Isn't it enough that I'm here of all places?
Officer, I'm not being uncooperative.
I didn't kill him for no reason.
I can't tell you.
Because I promised myself.
Of course it matters.
And he's dead anyways.
So what does it matter?
Its not 'a matter of national importance.' I took care of it.
Of course it was worth it.
Why? He killed my entire family and left me to eventually kill him.
He told me so, right after he killed my mom.
The police? You guys? I've been trying for years to get you guys to do something other than sit on your asses all day.
How long? Four years. But nothing happened.
It was in the news for a few months, but then something else happened and it was all forgotten.
And a little kid, no older than 10 has to go from foster home to foster home, all over the country because he doesn't have any family left.
Because he's known as that one kid who's family was murdered in front of him.
And the state couldn't be bothered to get this kid some help, because everyone forgot about him.
So, what happened to the kid he was before? Some might ask.
He's dead, Officer!
He died with the rest of his family that night!
And what's left?
An empty shell of a person that can't feel.
What does a person like that do? Well, I'll tell you. They gain as much knowledge as they can so they can track down a killer.
They only focus on that goal.
And how great they'll feel after its done.
And can you believe it? Guy lives not four city blocks from a police station, this police station.
He was under your noses for 18 years and you still couldn't catch him!
You know what else? He didn't even recognize me.
But.. You should have seen his face as I reminded him of exactly what he did to my family.
You saw the body, you know what I did.
You know, the worse part was probably when he begged me to let him live. Because after all that he still wanted to live. And you know what I told him?
I told him that my family had wanted to live as well.
But it was liberating, you know.
I was free of that huge shadow over me.
And now its gone because he's dead.
So you ask if it was worth it.
I say it was, every single second of it.
And I can say all of it with out even a fraction of a doubt.