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The longer he babbled, the more Carina's concern rose. He wasn't behaving as he usually did when he came across her, alone or in Eris' company. His words weren't cutting or cruel, but laced with uncertainty and lacking in bravado. He seemed like he could barely look at her, and the cigarette between his lips... while it was obvious he had been taking in a few more of those recently, he was indulging in one now. With her in the room. Despite knowing how much she detested them, knowing that they reminded her of her father. Any other time she might have thought he was filling the room with the dastardly smoke purely because it annoyed her... but there was something wrong. He was too lost in himself and whatever it was that was concerning him.
It made her palms begin to sweat as sh started to wonder what was so terrifically bad that it would make him talk to incessantly. Perhaps Eris had convinced him to do something - limit her time with Lorcan, divorce her, send her back to a war-torn Eira. Or perhaps lies had been whispered into his ear again. Maybe he had been told she was wanting his throne to herself, the power of the kingdom to wield in her hand. He had thought that once, she knew it. But it was the last thing she wanted, especially with all she was already battling with.
Carina felt like she zoned back in on him when his eyes finally locked onto hers, her hands suddenly and very firmly pressing into each other. There was something behind his eyes, something she couldn't quite make out. It looked like... guilt... perhaps remorse. However, she couldn't understand why. He had shown her nothing but contempt since the Ball.
Then his next words sent dread through her. Her body felt as if it had been drenched in freezing cold water, the sensation filling her all over. Before she could stop herself, her hands moved to press the heels of her palms against the tops of her thighs, her lips parting at the mere shock of it all.
She remained silent, a stunned and confused silence, perplexed by how he could have known. Surely he didn't truly know, but it was a very extreme accusation to be making if he was merely looking for something to put on her. It was also too soon after her drunken balcony episode with the maid, from which she was incredibly embarrassed.
During the time in which she tried to figure out all of that, her mouth moved with no words escaping. She could feel a warmth, the heat of her mortification, creeping up the side of her neck.
"I-- I don't--" She began, choking up as she tried to figure out what to say, "Y-You don't have any--" She turned her head to face away from him, looking across to the bookcase as she tried to compose herself. Eventually she took a deep breath and pushed herself to her feet.
"I don't know what-- what this has to do with you. I'm surprised you're even concerning yourself with the matter. You've made your feelings towards me quite clear. If this is a... if this is a worry that it'll ruin the pristine image you wish for us to portray, Sven, then you needn't burden yourself."
Carina smoothed out the skirts of her dress, doing so in order to hide the shaking of her hands.
"I'm not about to kill myself. I told my maid I'd cut myself in Eira. She is just overreacting. As are you. This really doesn't need to be blown out of proportion and you really don't need to put on this act of caring even if there was any truth to your words. No one else is here...and it's cruel of you to do so."
It made her palms begin to sweat as sh started to wonder what was so terrifically bad that it would make him talk to incessantly. Perhaps Eris had convinced him to do something - limit her time with Lorcan, divorce her, send her back to a war-torn Eira. Or perhaps lies had been whispered into his ear again. Maybe he had been told she was wanting his throne to herself, the power of the kingdom to wield in her hand. He had thought that once, she knew it. But it was the last thing she wanted, especially with all she was already battling with.
Carina felt like she zoned back in on him when his eyes finally locked onto hers, her hands suddenly and very firmly pressing into each other. There was something behind his eyes, something she couldn't quite make out. It looked like... guilt... perhaps remorse. However, she couldn't understand why. He had shown her nothing but contempt since the Ball.
Then his next words sent dread through her. Her body felt as if it had been drenched in freezing cold water, the sensation filling her all over. Before she could stop herself, her hands moved to press the heels of her palms against the tops of her thighs, her lips parting at the mere shock of it all.
She remained silent, a stunned and confused silence, perplexed by how he could have known. Surely he didn't truly know, but it was a very extreme accusation to be making if he was merely looking for something to put on her. It was also too soon after her drunken balcony episode with the maid, from which she was incredibly embarrassed.
During the time in which she tried to figure out all of that, her mouth moved with no words escaping. She could feel a warmth, the heat of her mortification, creeping up the side of her neck.
"I-- I don't--" She began, choking up as she tried to figure out what to say, "Y-You don't have any--" She turned her head to face away from him, looking across to the bookcase as she tried to compose herself. Eventually she took a deep breath and pushed herself to her feet.
"I don't know what-- what this has to do with you. I'm surprised you're even concerning yourself with the matter. You've made your feelings towards me quite clear. If this is a... if this is a worry that it'll ruin the pristine image you wish for us to portray, Sven, then you needn't burden yourself."
Carina smoothed out the skirts of her dress, doing so in order to hide the shaking of her hands.
"I'm not about to kill myself. I told my maid I'd cut myself in Eira. She is just overreacting. As are you. This really doesn't need to be blown out of proportion and you really don't need to put on this act of caring even if there was any truth to your words. No one else is here...and it's cruel of you to do so."