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In the same way each of Eden's Disciples held Hitachi in some variation of 'warm regards', Evvy, the other minor aboard was...considered. 'Considered' was a nice way to put it, a gentle way, which was the best way, Cole reflected, if you wanted to avoid sullen snark from Jack and stubborn pouting from Evvy herself. Though Hitachi was, at least to Cole's understanding, well past the age where one might dole out hair tousling and nicknames like 'kiddo' or 'little one', the kid seemed to exude a youthfulness, or perhaps the more concise term was innocence that made the crew -- some of them, at least -- altogether more gentle than they might be with any other sixteen-year-old.
Or maybe Cole was just old fashioned. When he'd been sixteen, he'd been working on his father's farm at the far edge of what had been normalcy. He drove the tractor, helped birth the foals in the spring, and had gotten a hell of a talking to from Susan Dunlap's older brother.
But saying sixteen-year-old Cole wasn't like sixteen-year-old Hitachi wasn't accounting for half of what made them different, present setting -- and mutation -- aside.
Evvy, on the other hand....you could tell just exactly how old Evvy was (or near enough to 'exactly', which was still about as clear as mud) because she always fought like hell so you wouldn't know. There were times, sure, when she was 'off the clock', when she was especially tired or hungry, and no one was in any real danger...Then, Cole thought maybe he got glimpses of who she might have been, like that instance with Tavorn earlier, when she'd flat out refused (at least until Jack had asked) to leave the room. Cole knew she knew better, because she, like all of them, had been trained as a solider, or property of whatever government ranked highest back on earth. Evvy wouldn't have pulled a stunt like that -- not so boldly, anyway -- in the field, and certainly not if Nat had been there. But it happened, and when it did, it wasn't exactly surprising. No one, Cole was sure, not even Jack, would ever use the word 'mature' to describe Evvy. And she seemed to know it, for better or worse.
But she sure as hell put up with far more than any of them had expected her too. More than a kid her age, or even Hitachi's age, ought to have been made to bear. She wasn't impervious to pain or fear, and in fact still held to some more 'traditional' concerns for real kids, like deep water, or darkness. But when they were out in the field, or even just on a training mission, he never once heard her complain. Rarely while within earshot of anyone, and never to anyone but Jack. He'd seen her whether half day training simulations that would have half leveled a soldier thrice her size and four times her age, her young face blank, never saying so much as a word. At least not to him. Especially when she was working under Nat, but that was neither here nor there.
What was here and now was Hitachi, looking to Jack for defense, and Tavorn responding predictably. Cole was just getting ready to hope they might all be able to get a few hours work in before whatever left over cryo effects decided to put them all down for the night -- and then everything was shifting.
--
Tai knew, absolutely, immediately, she had probably already ruined things by saying anything at all.
Not the challenge. That had not been her...best moment, and she was not proud of it -- and she dreaded Kohe finding out -- but neither did she regret it. She wouldn't regret it, she told herself. Couldn't. To regret that reaction would be to deny a large part of this new self she had become and was becoming, and to do that...well. She couldn't.
No, what bothered her had been her own initial reaction to the strawberry-pink burning and blistering spread along the inside of Jack's left arm. The moment she'd seen it, she'd known what it was, and from there, she'd known without knowing how he might react if she asked about it -- how he would retreat from her when he so needed the very opposite. She'd known all of it in an instant, and yet none of it fast enough to stop her from shock, and perhaps a lurid sort of concern demanding an answer from him.
Stupid. Stupid.
Now? Now she could only hope Cole and Tavorn hadn't noticed...or if they had that they wouldn't pass the information on to someone who might actually do something with it. They were not soft men, she could feel, not weak-willed by any stretch of the imagination. But they could be persuaded, she thought, to see things from another perspective. More easily than others, at least. Like Nat. Or Sefa.
In any case, her preparations in the examining room were more or less complete, and beyond that, she'd gathered herself enough to recreate her bedside smile, at the very least. She poked a head into the back room to check on Evvy and was surprised to find the girl sitting up and staring at her. As if she'd known the younger twin was coming. Evvy looked wan, pale, exahausted...but she stared with an unnamble depth, a knowing Tai could feel, but not describe.
Most would have been unnerved by the intensity of the stare, and beyond that, the strange and uncanny cunning behind it.
Tai blinked a moment, then smiled.
"Hi," she said brightly. "Evvy? I'm Tai, remember? Are you alright? Are you dizzy at all? Thirsty?"
The girl's expression didn't change. "Where's Jack?"
"He's just down the hall. He'll be back soon, he went to check on -- "
"Hitachi. Is he...did he wake up?" A slight change in pitch where she was otherwise monotone. "He was sick. I felt him get sick."
Tai was instantly curious about that, but knew better than to ask. "Hitachi's alright. He should be here soon, too. You two need to warm up." A pause. And then a test. "Evvy? Are you warm enough?"
As if on cue, the girl shivered once, a tiny hand on her knee flinching toward the metal cuff around her neck before the hand seemed to remember itself and still. Now her expression did change, going from curious to shrewd to almost accusatory all in one fluid movement.
"I can't be more warm," she said carefully, and Tai saw the girl was returning a test of her own. Interesting.
"I'm dangerous when I'm too warm," Evvy went on. "You're supposed to know that."
"Are you too warm now?" Tai asked. "Is that why you hurt Hitachi?"
Evvy flinched like Tai had struck her, then quickly recovered and scowled. "I'm tired," she said, sounding expertly petulant, as if she were play-acting a child, and not actually one herself. "I want you to go now."
"I'll go," Tai said calmly. "I'm going. But Evvy, I want you to tell me if you ever feel too warm." Another pause. "Or too cold. Okay?"
Evvy didn't say a word. Tai hadn't really expected her to. But before she left, she stooped and pulled another bottle of water and two more blankets from the supply closet and left the on the empty bench nearest Evvy's bed.
The walk back to the cryochamber seemed somehow much shorter than it had before, and Tai ended up taking just another half a second to compose herself right outside the door -- and then finding it hadn't mattered at all as she stopped short, utterly baffled.
There, in the center of the room, stood Kohe and Hitachi, clutching each other like they had known one another for years. Which, Tai thought, might actually be true. She sensed she was missing a greater part, though, of the mystery, if the reactions of Elia and Cole were anything to go by. The latter stared, looking positively shell-shocked, for lack of a better term.
The former looked intrigued, if a little exhausted, as if more puzzles were the very last thing he'd wanted to be handed at the moment. For that, Tai could hardly blame him, and he wasn't surprised when he slipped quickly away at Nat's call. He wouldn't be much good here for whatever was going on, anyway.
Tai, for her part, took a moment to take in the scene before moving forward, and directly past Jack. She had to tell him something, but later, and away from prying eyes. He wasn't quite ready for her yet, either, if they way he'd stiffened when she'd moved past could be deemed an indicator of anything meaningful.
She stopped, instead, beside Hitachi's now empty cryobed to pick up her tablet and flick through it for a moment before saying, "'Set -- Kohe? He needs to go to the medbay. And I need to talk to you."
Or maybe Cole was just old fashioned. When he'd been sixteen, he'd been working on his father's farm at the far edge of what had been normalcy. He drove the tractor, helped birth the foals in the spring, and had gotten a hell of a talking to from Susan Dunlap's older brother.
But saying sixteen-year-old Cole wasn't like sixteen-year-old Hitachi wasn't accounting for half of what made them different, present setting -- and mutation -- aside.
Evvy, on the other hand....you could tell just exactly how old Evvy was (or near enough to 'exactly', which was still about as clear as mud) because she always fought like hell so you wouldn't know. There were times, sure, when she was 'off the clock', when she was especially tired or hungry, and no one was in any real danger...Then, Cole thought maybe he got glimpses of who she might have been, like that instance with Tavorn earlier, when she'd flat out refused (at least until Jack had asked) to leave the room. Cole knew she knew better, because she, like all of them, had been trained as a solider, or property of whatever government ranked highest back on earth. Evvy wouldn't have pulled a stunt like that -- not so boldly, anyway -- in the field, and certainly not if Nat had been there. But it happened, and when it did, it wasn't exactly surprising. No one, Cole was sure, not even Jack, would ever use the word 'mature' to describe Evvy. And she seemed to know it, for better or worse.
But she sure as hell put up with far more than any of them had expected her too. More than a kid her age, or even Hitachi's age, ought to have been made to bear. She wasn't impervious to pain or fear, and in fact still held to some more 'traditional' concerns for real kids, like deep water, or darkness. But when they were out in the field, or even just on a training mission, he never once heard her complain. Rarely while within earshot of anyone, and never to anyone but Jack. He'd seen her whether half day training simulations that would have half leveled a soldier thrice her size and four times her age, her young face blank, never saying so much as a word. At least not to him. Especially when she was working under Nat, but that was neither here nor there.
What was here and now was Hitachi, looking to Jack for defense, and Tavorn responding predictably. Cole was just getting ready to hope they might all be able to get a few hours work in before whatever left over cryo effects decided to put them all down for the night -- and then everything was shifting.
--
Tai knew, absolutely, immediately, she had probably already ruined things by saying anything at all.
Not the challenge. That had not been her...best moment, and she was not proud of it -- and she dreaded Kohe finding out -- but neither did she regret it. She wouldn't regret it, she told herself. Couldn't. To regret that reaction would be to deny a large part of this new self she had become and was becoming, and to do that...well. She couldn't.
No, what bothered her had been her own initial reaction to the strawberry-pink burning and blistering spread along the inside of Jack's left arm. The moment she'd seen it, she'd known what it was, and from there, she'd known without knowing how he might react if she asked about it -- how he would retreat from her when he so needed the very opposite. She'd known all of it in an instant, and yet none of it fast enough to stop her from shock, and perhaps a lurid sort of concern demanding an answer from him.
Stupid. Stupid.
Now? Now she could only hope Cole and Tavorn hadn't noticed...or if they had that they wouldn't pass the information on to someone who might actually do something with it. They were not soft men, she could feel, not weak-willed by any stretch of the imagination. But they could be persuaded, she thought, to see things from another perspective. More easily than others, at least. Like Nat. Or Sefa.
In any case, her preparations in the examining room were more or less complete, and beyond that, she'd gathered herself enough to recreate her bedside smile, at the very least. She poked a head into the back room to check on Evvy and was surprised to find the girl sitting up and staring at her. As if she'd known the younger twin was coming. Evvy looked wan, pale, exahausted...but she stared with an unnamble depth, a knowing Tai could feel, but not describe.
Most would have been unnerved by the intensity of the stare, and beyond that, the strange and uncanny cunning behind it.
Tai blinked a moment, then smiled.
"Hi," she said brightly. "Evvy? I'm Tai, remember? Are you alright? Are you dizzy at all? Thirsty?"
The girl's expression didn't change. "Where's Jack?"
"He's just down the hall. He'll be back soon, he went to check on -- "
"Hitachi. Is he...did he wake up?" A slight change in pitch where she was otherwise monotone. "He was sick. I felt him get sick."
Tai was instantly curious about that, but knew better than to ask. "Hitachi's alright. He should be here soon, too. You two need to warm up." A pause. And then a test. "Evvy? Are you warm enough?"
As if on cue, the girl shivered once, a tiny hand on her knee flinching toward the metal cuff around her neck before the hand seemed to remember itself and still. Now her expression did change, going from curious to shrewd to almost accusatory all in one fluid movement.
"I can't be more warm," she said carefully, and Tai saw the girl was returning a test of her own. Interesting.
"I'm dangerous when I'm too warm," Evvy went on. "You're supposed to know that."
"Are you too warm now?" Tai asked. "Is that why you hurt Hitachi?"
Evvy flinched like Tai had struck her, then quickly recovered and scowled. "I'm tired," she said, sounding expertly petulant, as if she were play-acting a child, and not actually one herself. "I want you to go now."
"I'll go," Tai said calmly. "I'm going. But Evvy, I want you to tell me if you ever feel too warm." Another pause. "Or too cold. Okay?"
Evvy didn't say a word. Tai hadn't really expected her to. But before she left, she stooped and pulled another bottle of water and two more blankets from the supply closet and left the on the empty bench nearest Evvy's bed.
The walk back to the cryochamber seemed somehow much shorter than it had before, and Tai ended up taking just another half a second to compose herself right outside the door -- and then finding it hadn't mattered at all as she stopped short, utterly baffled.
There, in the center of the room, stood Kohe and Hitachi, clutching each other like they had known one another for years. Which, Tai thought, might actually be true. She sensed she was missing a greater part, though, of the mystery, if the reactions of Elia and Cole were anything to go by. The latter stared, looking positively shell-shocked, for lack of a better term.
The former looked intrigued, if a little exhausted, as if more puzzles were the very last thing he'd wanted to be handed at the moment. For that, Tai could hardly blame him, and he wasn't surprised when he slipped quickly away at Nat's call. He wouldn't be much good here for whatever was going on, anyway.
Tai, for her part, took a moment to take in the scene before moving forward, and directly past Jack. She had to tell him something, but later, and away from prying eyes. He wasn't quite ready for her yet, either, if they way he'd stiffened when she'd moved past could be deemed an indicator of anything meaningful.
She stopped, instead, beside Hitachi's now empty cryobed to pick up her tablet and flick through it for a moment before saying, "'Set -- Kohe? He needs to go to the medbay. And I need to talk to you."
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