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Kage about the posting :? I was actually hoping that with your permission I could remake my character today then post tomorrow or tonight. After seeing everyone else character I have come to realized that my character is very sub par what I usually create and would like a chance to fix my mistakes and make a character I would actually like to play xD Please please please?I am currently working on the history, but it may take a bit. I realised that there is no easy way for me to explain how traditional Japanese date-marking works, and I have not found any good websites to do this for me. So, I am pretty much winging it and molding what information I have on the topic into a simplified outline of Akuo's history.
Also, I wanted to let you all know how happy and excited I am about this. I made an IC and people are actually posting! This may be the sake talking, but damn it, I'm proud. Thank you all for the work you have put into this, and I sincerely hope I can continue to keep you all invested in this tale.
I love it <33 And honestly I don't know which I would want to be shipped more with xD Their both so cool and awesome! <33*giggles. The part of him that hates the shinobi practices of the Suda clan still hasn't changed huh? I don't think her opinion of him has changed much.
I'm not sure if I want to ship Nishi with Hiroyuki or Kirihime, reading this. *giggling. :D:D:D
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@Tone Deaf - Compared to the other samurai she works with, Yurie respects Nishi-san the least. The impracticality, foolishness, and recklessness of drinking as a habit is, in her eyes, reason for her to look down on him. As with everyone else, she does not let this show in her attitude towards him. She treats him with the same, lady-like courtesy she treats most everyone she does not trust or respect. She can respect his obsession for honor, but he has attempted to pick fights with her for using her family's shinobi techniques, and poison on her weapons sometimes. This is yet another indicator to the albino that his understanding of the world lacks ruthless practicality. Simply because his eyes and skin are also a different color from the norm, she feels no sense of connection or camaraderie with him. Each person who is an outcast is alone. Even if they attempt to band together, they will only serve to alienate themselves further. He is not her, he has not had her experiences, why should she feel towards him any different from the unconcerned disregard with which she has dealt with everyone who has ever hurt her? He insults her clan daily, after all, which is a far greater offense than simply treating her as she was born to be treated. His hot temper, similar to Kikuichi-san's, can have no foreseeable merit in her eyes, and his kindness is both insulting and discomfiting. She does not want pity. She never has, and never will, and though he might treat everyone with the same kindness, she gets the distinct sense that for her it means pity.The one redeeming quality she sees in him is his humility, perhaps because she is precisely the opposite, but has never wanted to be. He can identify with both the rich and the poor, but she has had to keep herself above both, away from both equally. For him to be able to bond with both is enviable for her, and this one quality alone has led her to be quick to defend his honor if he is not there to do it himself.
Yurie has strict ideals on pity and gentility, which is also the reason she has no love for Kuroki-san. Pity means that you can look down on someone, and feel bad, as if their hardship is somehow under your understanding and control. Useless kindness brought on by her imperfections only serve as a reminder that to the rest of the world, even what she has fought to achieve holds no meaning. No matter what she does, no matter how strong she gets, there will always be those who pity her, and she hates that, because it means nothing will ever be enough. Understanding this, she refuses to feel pity for anyone else, only ever offering silent comfort to those who are hurting. She identifies with neither the poor nor the rich simply for the sake of her heart's own self-preservation, but that comes with loneliness. She sees both halves of the caste system as equal, b/c no matter where she turned, both sides saw her as equally contemptible, except the children - another reason she loves them from the bottom of her heart.