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"I can't think of anyone better for the job," Fira smiled as she finished her last piece of fruit and sat back for a moment, relaxing her spine for the first time in what felt like ages. Sit up straight, speak clearly, command the room – it was all so tiring and it had been so long since she was in royal presence that it was a bit of a struggle getting back into it. It was natural for her, to an extent, but so much of high society was learned and practiced day in and day out that she often forgot the little things. The little things a Queen could not afford to forget. As Amadeus spoke, Fira stood up and stretched her back before making her way over to Amadeus and sitting beside him.
His hands moved quickly, methodically through the bridals and she just watched each and every moment. "I just think it's fascinating how tasks can become second nature," Fira explained, "Each and every time it becomes easier until it takes no thought at all and you can hold any conversation while completing it. And lives are just made up of tasks that once were difficult but then become as natural as breathing. I know it sounds strange, but it's just soothing."
"And it makes me think of the first time you ever pulled apart a bridal, or a swordsman drew a blade for the first time, and it makes you realize how much life people have lived between two moments."
"When I have a moment for my own thoughts, that's always where they seem to fall these days," Fira admitted, "what makes people who they are?"
Fira watched his hands work in his lap and let her red locks fall as she settled her head on his shoulder. It was not an overly romantic gesture, but a kind and comforting one, and she finally felt like she could breathe for a moment. "I'm sorry for interrupting your solitude then," Fira chuckled, only teasing in her comment. She was about to admit to him that she had come to feel safe for once, but she let the words just hang unspoken in the air between them. It was not that her guards failed at their jobs, but since the assassination attempt, it was hard for her to feel safe anymore. She knew that she had to trust and keep her guard up, but there was a feeling of safety with Amadeus that she didn't feel with anyone else.
Maybe it was because she knew Amadeus understood her, knew her down to the most intimate level of her personality, and she never had to pretend with him.
He knew who she was, even when she doubted it.
His hands moved quickly, methodically through the bridals and she just watched each and every moment. "I just think it's fascinating how tasks can become second nature," Fira explained, "Each and every time it becomes easier until it takes no thought at all and you can hold any conversation while completing it. And lives are just made up of tasks that once were difficult but then become as natural as breathing. I know it sounds strange, but it's just soothing."
"And it makes me think of the first time you ever pulled apart a bridal, or a swordsman drew a blade for the first time, and it makes you realize how much life people have lived between two moments."
"When I have a moment for my own thoughts, that's always where they seem to fall these days," Fira admitted, "what makes people who they are?"
Fira watched his hands work in his lap and let her red locks fall as she settled her head on his shoulder. It was not an overly romantic gesture, but a kind and comforting one, and she finally felt like she could breathe for a moment. "I'm sorry for interrupting your solitude then," Fira chuckled, only teasing in her comment. She was about to admit to him that she had come to feel safe for once, but she let the words just hang unspoken in the air between them. It was not that her guards failed at their jobs, but since the assassination attempt, it was hard for her to feel safe anymore. She knew that she had to trust and keep her guard up, but there was a feeling of safety with Amadeus that she didn't feel with anyone else.
Maybe it was because she knew Amadeus understood her, knew her down to the most intimate level of her personality, and she never had to pretend with him.
He knew who she was, even when she doubted it.