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You need to take a deep breath.
Easier said than done when the world was singlehandedly resting all of its weight on her chest. The Duke was dead, Calliope loathed her, she assumed by Amadeus' appearance that they had won but at what cost — she did not know. They would not survive another attack by Peter, she couldn't breathe, everything hurt, Amadeus was bleeding…how was she supposed to figure out how to take a deep breath in all of that? Without the ability to articulate her thoughts, they stewed in her head, raced until it was maddening.
She had thought it the worst thing in the world to have to hide from Peter, the anxiety had bubbled up so extreme that Fira had held onto Amadeus with a vice grip that day. But this? This was so much worse. It was the harsh, gritty reality of their situation. This was no romanticized version of a hero story, they were caked in blood, broken down and tired. How was she supposed to pull out of this one? How did she use this to make her stronger?
And then wish and slipped in hers, the slick blood pressed between them and she found the strength in herself to try. It hurt, worse than anything she had ever felt, but Fira tried her damnedest to get that breath, a deep on that burned but gave reprieve to her pounding headache. She nodded her head as she reassured her and she knew him too well. The blood on his coat had stained almost black, but she knew that he wasn't stupid. He would take care of himself, but only after everyone else was taken care of.
That's just who Amadeus was.
She managed the breath, painful as it was, and she tried for one, two more before she fell back into shorter, more staccato breaths. It was enough to ease her anxiety down, to keep her mind at peace — or as much peace as she could manage. There was no reason to worry about Calliope now.
They needed to heal. They needed to regroup. They needed to decide what this meant — because without the Duke, the paperwork they had drawn up left the army to her. They were still fighting for the future Queen, but would they remain? What would Calliope think when she realized that a great deal of his assets had been used to support the cause? They could run for a month, maybe two, but they could not stay here. Peter would be sending men immediately.
"At le-east," Fira breathed out, "We're…alive."
That had to be their consolation. At least they were breathing. At least they were together.
Easier said than done when the world was singlehandedly resting all of its weight on her chest. The Duke was dead, Calliope loathed her, she assumed by Amadeus' appearance that they had won but at what cost — she did not know. They would not survive another attack by Peter, she couldn't breathe, everything hurt, Amadeus was bleeding…how was she supposed to figure out how to take a deep breath in all of that? Without the ability to articulate her thoughts, they stewed in her head, raced until it was maddening.
She had thought it the worst thing in the world to have to hide from Peter, the anxiety had bubbled up so extreme that Fira had held onto Amadeus with a vice grip that day. But this? This was so much worse. It was the harsh, gritty reality of their situation. This was no romanticized version of a hero story, they were caked in blood, broken down and tired. How was she supposed to pull out of this one? How did she use this to make her stronger?
And then wish and slipped in hers, the slick blood pressed between them and she found the strength in herself to try. It hurt, worse than anything she had ever felt, but Fira tried her damnedest to get that breath, a deep on that burned but gave reprieve to her pounding headache. She nodded her head as she reassured her and she knew him too well. The blood on his coat had stained almost black, but she knew that he wasn't stupid. He would take care of himself, but only after everyone else was taken care of.
That's just who Amadeus was.
She managed the breath, painful as it was, and she tried for one, two more before she fell back into shorter, more staccato breaths. It was enough to ease her anxiety down, to keep her mind at peace — or as much peace as she could manage. There was no reason to worry about Calliope now.
They needed to heal. They needed to regroup. They needed to decide what this meant — because without the Duke, the paperwork they had drawn up left the army to her. They were still fighting for the future Queen, but would they remain? What would Calliope think when she realized that a great deal of his assets had been used to support the cause? They could run for a month, maybe two, but they could not stay here. Peter would be sending men immediately.
"At le-east," Fira breathed out, "We're…alive."
That had to be their consolation. At least they were breathing. At least they were together.