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Tegan
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Normally, I would not do this, but I need a place where no one knows me.
I'm trying to make changes in my life, so that I can have an actual future instead of just living paycheck to paycheck. Unfortunately, going back to school is apparently akin to putting a giant bull's eye on your forehead.
I'm having to deal with finding a job before the middle of this month, or else I won't have any money to pay bills or rent. I have no car, no safety net, and my ceiling is collapsing, leaking water and other unsavory things into the bathroom of my apartment thus making it legally uninhabitable and a landlord who won't answer my calls (as usual). This means I've had to be creative about where I sleep and shower. And also going to the trouble of filing complaints to the city and renter's association, when I'm already spending enough of my energy trying to find a job and get my school things in order.
I've always been a fighter. I've been in situations like this before, without much help, and pulled through, and I will continue to do that. But I'm just so tired right now, and wish I had some moments of reprieve. My optimistic streak is running thin; worn away by stress, exhaustion and hunger (oh yeah, my money situation is never good, but right now it's pretty horrible).
Sometimes the only thing that puts a smile on my face is trolling your faces. Hurr hurr hurr.
Damnit, I wanna write a fight scene, right now. XD
*Feels better now. Resumes trolling.*
Edit: I need to rant on the internet more often. I just got a possibly super cherry deal job offer from a totally unexpected source. XD
I'm trying to make changes in my life, so that I can have an actual future instead of just living paycheck to paycheck. Unfortunately, going back to school is apparently akin to putting a giant bull's eye on your forehead.
I'm having to deal with finding a job before the middle of this month, or else I won't have any money to pay bills or rent. I have no car, no safety net, and my ceiling is collapsing, leaking water and other unsavory things into the bathroom of my apartment thus making it legally uninhabitable and a landlord who won't answer my calls (as usual). This means I've had to be creative about where I sleep and shower. And also going to the trouble of filing complaints to the city and renter's association, when I'm already spending enough of my energy trying to find a job and get my school things in order.
I've always been a fighter. I've been in situations like this before, without much help, and pulled through, and I will continue to do that. But I'm just so tired right now, and wish I had some moments of reprieve. My optimistic streak is running thin; worn away by stress, exhaustion and hunger (oh yeah, my money situation is never good, but right now it's pretty horrible).
Damnit, I wanna write a fight scene, right now. XD
*Feels better now. Resumes trolling.*
Edit: I need to rant on the internet more often. I just got a possibly super cherry deal job offer from a totally unexpected source. XD