Love Hurts

Kamryn picked up her phone. She couldn't handle hearing his voice yet so she sent a quick text.

Still wanna go to the party together?
 
He texted back still nervous but sounding okay in the text.


​Yeah okay ill see you there!
 
Kamryn nodded and let out a breath she hadn't realized she'd been holding. Everything would be fine. They would be fine. They'd go to the party, have a few drinks, get loosened up way too much, get back to her dorm, fall into bed naked, and everything would be back to normal. Nothing to it. She could do this. It's not like it was anything she hadn't done for a year now. It would be fine.
 
He was trying to figure a way out to talk to her about what she said without flat out saying it. He thought that would upset her even more. He didnt know what to do so he paced around his room nervously.
 
Kamryn took a short nap before preparing for the party. She dressed nice, but in normal school clothing. She didn't want to look like she had dressed up for anyone. She showered first though to wash off whatever was left of her crying face, applied makeup, dressed, and then looked herself over. She looked decent for someone who wasn't going to impress anyone. Nodding, she smiled sadly and left to meet Rickey at the party.
 
I was at the party in front of the house looking around for her. On the inside i was confused, startled, and even scared. I didnt know what to do.
 
Arriving briskly, she walked right up to Rickey and smiled her usual bright smile.

"Ready?" she asked. She was in control again. Things would be normal now. And that was all that mattered.
 
He tried to sound as normal as possible. "Yeah lets go in," He said smiling back but still on the inside confused.
 
Kamryn skipped into the house and grinned at Rickey before making her way through the people to where the beer was. She opened up a couple cans and handed one over. It wasn't their first party like this. College parties like this seemed to have an abundance of the stuff.

"Ready for this?" she asked, taking a large gulp. The first drink was always the hardest, the foul taste in her mouth followed by an even worse after taste. She quickly chased the first drink with a second. She hated beer but never acted like it was a problem. After the first beer, it usually never was a problem.

Around them, people danced to the music from the other room, while others were simply talking, and some were even making out in corners, obviously already having partaken many of the beverages and found the first person they could.
 
He gulped down almost half the drink in one go. He laughed trying to sound normal and okay. Though inside he was nervous and confused as hell. He noticed her looking at the people making out,"Im guesing youd like to join them" He joked.
 
She laughed with him and lightly punched his shoulder.

"You wish. Come on, let's go see what other kind of trouble we can get into!" she exclaimed, dragging him through the house. There was beer stashes all over, so there was no shortages just like she assumed there wouldn't be. She figured others were bringing in more as the party got bigger too.
 
He let her pull him around. He was bugging himself to ask her but he didnt want the same ending of what happened earlier. So he went along and acted happy trying to make her smile as much as he could.
 
(sorry, went on an injured hiatus- still injured, but drugged)

She drug him into the middle of a large room and pulled him to face her.

"Let's do some dancing!" she told him, moving her hips a little. Yeah, she would make sure nothing had changed between them.
 
He smiled at her trying to make him dance. She had always done that she knew he couldn't dance but she tried anyways. He tried to dance with her a bit too closely. But that was normal between them. She wanted it to be normal, so he would try his best to make that wish to come true. That's what he is assuming by how she is acting anyways.
 
Grinning because he was acting just the way she had hoped, she also moved closer until their bodies were pretty much touching. Then she started touching him, her hands on him.
 
He blushed slightly and continued dancing with her. He put his arms around her lower waist bringing her closer towards him. He smiled though on the inside he was nervous. He put his cheek on hers and continued to dance. Blushing ever so slightly.
 
(I am fine, just trying to get my posting together. ^^)

Gulping at his touch, she flushed a little and moved a little closer. She was determined to make things normal again. And if that meant resorting to their normal behaviors despite her need for more, she would do so.

Feeling courageous, she pushed up against him and swayed her body.
 
He felt her body against his he blushed deeper. He whispered in her ear ,"Would you like to be in a more private setting?" Even though he wanted to find out more. He just wanted her to be happy. He continued dancing with her waiting for a response. He pushed against her body again.