So my dog, Jumper, had to be put to sleep the other day. She was just too old and her body just couldn't function properly anymore. I couldn't admit it to my parents, because I'm terrible at discuss emotions face to face, but I can't imagine a life without her. We've had that dog for literally as long as I can remember, and to think I will never see her again is just... horrifying. This is the first time I've ever really lost someone close to me this way, have any of you ever experienced something like this before? If so, how did you deal with the loss?