Not really sure how to start this out. So I'm rambling to make it look like this first sentence is really important. I'm a pretty outgoing and pleasant person outside of the web. Have a few good friends here and there, but distance, time, work, money, they all sorta get in the way of keeping those things up. But this is isn't really about real life. Nah, I'm kinda lonely on Iwaku. Don't get me wrong, I absolutely adore being a part of the community here. It's just with that Public Apology thread where there was mention of me being part of that Migration thing made me kinda pause and think about some things. Everyone was fairly quick to say I wasn't, which was fine by me. I post on General often enough, but that's about it save my RPs. One thing that did seem to bother me, and I stated this in a status already.. I'm a single individual here without really belonging to any group. Been weighing kinda heavy on me as a single user. Not like an RP group or whatever, I'm in one or two. But a group of friends who talk OOC, laugh about this and that, poke fun at bad RPs, that sort of thing. There are single people I talk to here and there, but the conversations rarely drift out of RP chatter and immediate 'how are you' 'whats up' etc. This sounds kinda dumb now that it's all written out, but it's whatever. Edit: That thread really had me wondering when a certain admin mentioned people asking 'why hasn't so-so been banned yet?'. It's probably not my place as just a member to ask, but it's been bothering me if I'm one of those users who people ask why I'm still allowed to be here.