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Winterwings
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Susan hadn't expected this, no, not all. All the words that came out of his mouth surprised her a lot, and she didn't know what to do. It broke her heart. Of course she should have just turned around and walked out of there, at least that was her first thought, as she was determined to leave all of what had happened behind her and go finish it all, but as she saw how Brandon reacted to it, she couldn't bring herself to do so. She just couldn't, although she wanted, she knew that she couldn't - she wasn't that cruel.
Realizing that he was still handing the coat to her, she grabbed it, slowly, hesitantly. All of sudden, she didn't want to leave. It felt so wrong leaving him. She bit her lip, trying to make sense out of what she was feeling. She didn't care about herself, whether she lived or died, but Brandon - she couldn't just walk away knowing that he was so upset, and that she was the reason behind it. "I'm sorry... I... you're right... you said the right thing... of course you shouldn't have told her the truth", she said, not sure whether to stay where she was or try and get a glimpse of his face, but as he was turned his back facing her, she figured he probably didn't want her to.
"I'm tired of people leaving, too. As I'm already broken I don't care what they do, what they say... but... when it's someone else... I just can't live with that... knowing that... that I'm the reason... you know", she said, feeling unsure about what to say, how to explain it all. "I can't leave knowing that I'm the reason you're so upset. When I die, I want to be... free. From everything...", she said, biting her lip once more, handing the coat back to him. "Fucking shit", she murmured, pissed at herself and him, both of them, realizing that she has said more than she thought she would. Turning around, she walked to the bathroom and locked herself up there.
Realizing that he was still handing the coat to her, she grabbed it, slowly, hesitantly. All of sudden, she didn't want to leave. It felt so wrong leaving him. She bit her lip, trying to make sense out of what she was feeling. She didn't care about herself, whether she lived or died, but Brandon - she couldn't just walk away knowing that he was so upset, and that she was the reason behind it. "I'm sorry... I... you're right... you said the right thing... of course you shouldn't have told her the truth", she said, not sure whether to stay where she was or try and get a glimpse of his face, but as he was turned his back facing her, she figured he probably didn't want her to.
"I'm tired of people leaving, too. As I'm already broken I don't care what they do, what they say... but... when it's someone else... I just can't live with that... knowing that... that I'm the reason... you know", she said, feeling unsure about what to say, how to explain it all. "I can't leave knowing that I'm the reason you're so upset. When I die, I want to be... free. From everything...", she said, biting her lip once more, handing the coat back to him. "Fucking shit", she murmured, pissed at herself and him, both of them, realizing that she has said more than she thought she would. Turning around, she walked to the bathroom and locked herself up there.