I haven't been genuinely happy in a long time. I've tried to think about it, and of course relationships pop up and stuff, but when I think about it, I wasn't actually truly happy. It's been so long, I've kinda forgotten what it feels like to be genuinely happy. It's kinda weird, isn't it? Anyway, just wanted to put that out there. Not looking for any sympathy or advice... but if you wanna post something in here, then by all means, go ahead.