Just a poem I wrote.

Discussion in 'THREAD ARCHIVES' started by Dollyy, Aug 17, 2012.

  1. You say you love me.
    That's a lie.
    I see it every time I look in your eyes.
    You say you need me.
    That's bullshit too.
    You already have one love, i'm just girl two.
    What do I do, to make you believe?
    To show you all that you mean to me?
    Or will you just kick me to the side.
    Giving me another reason to hide.
    From the world,
    from love,
    from everything I know.
    To let it all fall,
    like a cold winters snow.
    I'm so scared to lose you,
    I just want to say,
    that i'll love you forever,
    and ask you one thing,
    please will you stay?
    I can't bear the pain,
    you've healed my heart.
    so promise me,
    from this start.
    To love me forever,
    to hold me tight,
    to love me throughout every freezing night.
    Alone,
    sad,
    cold as can be,
    But I feel the warmth when I think of we.
    The jealousy I hold,
    tears me apart,
    rips me in half,
    Since i'm not all that smart.
    I fret and I fear,
    I cry and I sneer,
    I shake and I shiver,
    like a bow in its quiver.
    An archer you are,
    and me a mere toy,
    just for your enjoyment,
    I bottle it all,
    all up inside, til I can't fit no more,
    and tear through the barrier,
    smash down the door.
    Throw out my fears, my scars and my wounds,
    hoping you will understand and come through soon.
    You say that you love me,
    that is a lie.
    I see it every time I look in your eyes.
    You say that you need me,
    that's bullshit too.
    You already have one love, i'm just girl two.
    Leave me to wallow,
    in my pity and despair,
    tendrils of depression,
    thickening the air.
    My head hanging down,
    I watch you leave,
    and think of the question:
    'What am I to be?'
    I think and I think,
    til I can't think no more,
    then again here I go,
    to smash down this door.
    And i scream and I cry,
    to the darkened blue sky,
    Then I shout and I wail,
    like the wind through a sail.
    My thoughts stay small,
    alone,
    scared.
    Hoping for someone who can overbear,
    the pain that hides,
    deep inside,
    the meek and the bleak,
    devouring my pride.
    You look at me,
    with a smile in your eyes,
    you scoff and you laugh,
    then turn away,
    there you go,
    nothing to say,
    not a goodbye,
    with tears in my eyes.
    You chuckle and say
    "Sorry babe. Today's not your day."
    I fret and I tremble,
    watching you walk away,
    then I catch up with you,
    tackling you down to say
    "No. Please come back. Please stay... my love for you grows, day after day."
    I cry and I plead,
    eyes full of tears,
    you smile and laugh and pull me near.
    "That's all that I really wanted to hear."
    "You put me through that, and that's all you wanted?"
    "To see that you love me is what you had flaunted."
    I stutter and cough,
    and I roll my eyes,
    the hell that you put me through,
    to your demise.
    "That went too far, I'm sad to say."
    I stand up as I begin to walk away.
    You say you love me.
    That's a lie.
    I see it every time I look in your eyes.
    You say you need me.
    That's bullshit too,
    You have another love, i'm just girl two.
    But is it really love?
    Or is it something else?
    I wouldn't be able to tell myself.
    Whether I want to go back,
    to be held in your arms,
    or stay away,
    from your heart tearing charms.
    You say you love me.
    That's a lie.
    I see it every time,
    since you caused your demise.
    You say that you need me,
    Now it's true.
    Cause you lost the other part of you...
     
  2. Good flow! You could put a beat to it, make it a song.