Anaïs Chevalier
Tap... Tap... Tap... The interviewer's shoes echo softly off of the walls as she enters the room. The floors are made of wood, but once she actually looks around, she notices that the room clearly had a purpose once, but it was emptied for whatever reason. She looks around professionally before calling out, "Hello?" ... There is no reply, but a faint sound comes from beyond the next door. It's so soft at first that she can barely hear it before it reaches a crescendo. It was unfamiliar to the interviewer, but then again she wouldn't likely be able to pick up any song ever written based simply on the notes of a piano. As she gradually pushed the next door open, she looked out to be greeted with a breathtaking sight. Upon opening the door the rest of the way, she saw a sea of grass coating the rolling hills of... wherever this was. A gentle hue of blue-green covered the ground; odd, for grass, but palpable, she would suppose. Land seemed to mold itself for convenience here - the ground made its own bridges over small water ways, arching in almost unnatural ways to form solid, organic walkways. Soft glowing orbs dotted the air in yellows and blues, moving about whimsically, but with no noticeable purpose, at first. In the distance, one could see landmasses anchored to the ground by massive, but not unsightly chains... Upon them were crystalline structures - cities, or castles? It was hard to tell.
She would find Anaïs at her piano bench humming gently to a song as if nobody were there...
"Ma'am?" The interviewer called out and the girl missed a note, shut the piano and turned her head like a frightened animal. She placed a hand over her heart as she regained her breath.
"Oh, I'm so sorry... I did not see you, or I would have..." She didn't finish her statement as she stood up. Her voice held traces of an accent which the traveling interviewer recognized as French... But that didn't quite line up with this place, at least she'd never seen a place in France that looked like this.
"Oh, it's no problem, I'm sorry for intruding... May I ask, where are we?"
"Hm... It's hard to tell really..."
"I... I'm sorry?"
Anaïs looked at her, perplexed,
"You don't know..?"
The interviewer nodded, "I travel a lot, so let's say no."
The girl nodded in understanding,
"Okay. I think the word is 'afterlife,' in English... But not really... Not Heaven or anything, yes? Uhm... Well, I do not know... But I'm here and I guess I have come to terms with it. I died, and then..." She fumbled with the words,
"Rised up?"
"Woke up?"
"Oui. I woke up, and was here. What can I do for you?"
The interviewer bit her tongue, deciding that too many questions would only cause more problems as to where she was, moving on to the subject at hand. "Well, I'm here to ask some questions about you, would that be okay?"
The pianist seemed to debate the proposition for a moment, or she was translating in her head. Either way, moments later she finally responded,
"Okay, I suppose we should sit... Sorry, I don't have drinks or snacks... I haven't been here long, so I do not know... where or if I need them..." If the interviewer thought the entire situation was strange, she should see exactly what the French girl thought of it. She was absolutely clueless so far as well.
The patio outside of the small house had a pair of chairs and a table between them, a nice, comfortable setting for an interview. The two women sat down. Anaïs pushed some of the strands of her neck-length hair out of her face. He bangs were long, but parted, and her hair was black with soft silver highlights in them. She wore a sheer, glittering scarf of purple, a white top, and a jacket with her skinny jeans and neon-green sneakers. It wasn't formal dress, but it was one of her favorite outfits. She rested her hands in her lap and seemed to have difficulty making eye contact with the interviewer as they began.
"So... Tell me about yourself."
"Okay, well... I'm from Nice, France... I grew up with... Ugh, I'm sorry," She apologized,
"But... do you speak French at all? My English is... okay, but not comfortable."
"Of course," The interviewer said, switching tongues. Interdimensional travel gave her need for many different tongues and figures of speech.
"Thank you, so much," The girl said sincerely.
"So, like I said, I'm from Nice in France. I grew up in a Christian household, but I've never been one for organized religion... Doesn't seem like it matters now, since death only brought me here and I have yet to have anybody tell me where here is... I've played the piano since I was young, spent university learning even more about music, and after that I started work... I teach, mostly, but I've been lucky enough to help with some low-level film scoring. That was always fun. I wanted to compose, but... that didn't work out; I was only twenty-six when I had a heart attack. Doctors said I had heart arrhythmia, and I could feel it... I could keep the tempo of just about any song, but my heart couldn't... I woke up here and my ICB was gone and my heart hasn't skipped a single beat since then... I don't know how long I've been here, but it's long enough to know that sometimes, I just sit in the silence and listen to it... It's like somebody put a metronome in my chest... It's so lovely," she said, her voice full of nothing but admiration.
"If you don't mind, could you tell me about the day you died?"
Anaïs bit her lip for a moment, looking down to her hands,
"I guess I could... It was breezy, mid-morning... We were taking a walk through the park, Ethan and I..." She smiled faintly, for the shortest of moments, when she mentioned that name. Her gaze turned to the interviewer wistfully,
"Ethan... He was an American taking a semester of university in the city... He was a couple of years younger than me, but he was sincere... and just goofy... We were together, in some way, until just a couple of weeks before the end of his semester. He was trying to get another half-year out there too... I remember he kept trying to tell me it was because he really enjoyed the classes and teachers, but I guess a small part of me was glad that he was a bad liar... I knew it was because of me..." She sighed gently, clearing her throat as she paused.
"We were taking a walk and... Well I'd already gotten light-headed a couple of times that day, but when I took a bout of vertigo had to lie down. I can still hear him saying it... I was half asleep, but he said he loved me... Out of nowhere - he thought I was asleep... I didn't even get to tell him how I felt... I... Well, my heart started to race... then it skipped a beat... Then I guess it just stumbled and couldn't stop... Then it did stop. And..." It felt like something was reaching deep into her throat and squeezing the tubes shut. All of them as she choked on a sob.
"He... I thought... He wanted me to visit him after he left... He wanted to try to make the relationship work... I-I... I couldn't even tell him..." She shook her head and tried to dab at her eyes with her shirt, but it didn't help much.
"I'm sorry... I don't mean to get choked up... I haven't really... talked to many people since I got here... I guess it feels kind of nice..."
The interviewer's gaze softened and she gave the girl plenty of time to recover, letting her say anything she needed to.
"Let's move on to something lighter, yeah? I noticed you were playing the piano before... And you mentioned having a musical background... What's your preferred genre or type of music?" She asked, trying to brighten the atmosphere.
Anaïs nodded,
"Okay, yeah..." She tried to force a smile as she gained control of her faculties once more.
"I listen to a lot of different things... But mostly I like instrumental and orchestral. Anything that makes you feel, but not... angry," She answered with certainty.
"If it's not a composer, I like Carla Bruni... I like American artists too, like Norah Jones... When I can understand and keep up with the words, it really helps my English." The girl smiled as she finished her answer, uncharacteristically confident with it.
"Interesting, at least... You really strike me as that kind of person too. What about cooking? What do you like to eat?"
At this, Anaïs actually laughed, finally growing comfortable with the interview,
"Oh, no... No, cooking is far from my small list of skills... My favorite food... I think it's fried rice, to be honest... Kind of boring, I know, but for some reason it's just... delightful," she admitted.
"Oh, well that's quite the choice... I always like this question: if you had a spirit animal, what would it be?"
"A... what?"
"A spirit animal... Like a spectral animal companion that followed you around, or an animal you yourself embody?"
"Oh! Well... I think if one of them followed me around, I'd want a little squirrel or a ferret... They're so small and cuddly... But if I were an animal..." She tapped her chin in deep thought,
"I... Uhm... I think I would be a cat... But I don't know why... I just think that's what I'd be." She finished with a shrug, deciding that that was really all the answer she could give.
"Hey, whatever you think fits is good. I know we just talked on a serious note, but... If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?"
The girl shook her head,
"No. I'd have loved to have a longer life, but... I got to live the one I had because of who I was... What I had to deal with. I'd love to have had kids, or a husband, or anything like that... But I got to do and feel things that nobody else did. For Ethan, for my family... And, I feel happy knowing we were young enough... He'll find somebody else. My death wasn't a pleasant one... In fact, I can remember every moment of it even now. But if I go back only a couple of minutes, seconds even, I can still hear him... Saying he loved me, asking to visit... All of it, it still rings in my ears. So I choose that as my last memory before dying. Not the sirens or the cries for help... Just him, just me... the smell of the salty water just outside the park... So, no, I'd change nothing."
"Well, all things said and done, what about your parents? Were you close? I know religion sometimes drives a wedge into a family, but others can overcome it... Or what about God? Have your views changed since coming here?"
The girl thought about her answer for a while on this one.
"Yes... I loved my parents very much... I didn't call them every day; in fact, it was mostly holidays when we saw each other. Otherwise, they visited. They were getting older, doing more traveling... I was getting older, being more independent... A lot of get-togethers consisted of them asking about my love life, which was always disappointing, but they never said so. I was always grateful for that... As for whatever God there might be... I don't know. I've felt content here, now that I've started to cope with what happened... I feel like I'm just... waiting for something to happen, you know?"
The interviewer nodded,
"Well... It was nice meeting you, Anaïs... I hope all turns out well here for you too. I guess I'll go now and let you get back to your piano... You're very talented."
The girl blushed,
"I'm not that great... But thank you," she said, meeting the woman's gaze with a soft smile. As the interviewer was just taking her leave, the pianist jumped up from her seat,
"Wait!" As the traveler turned curiously, Anaïs felt her nerve ebbing.
"Could... If you ever do end up meeting any of the people we talked about today... Could you just find some way to tell them how much they meant to me? I... I was wrong, I would definitely change that... I didn't tell them often, and I never took the time to really talk to them about how I felt... So just... If you can, let them know, yeah?" She requested sheepishly.
The woman wasn't sure if it was against the rules... But this certainly wasn't a real afterlife... Whatever it was... so she nodded,
"Of course, Miss Chevalier... I'll keep my eyes peeled," She said warmly before stepping through a door, closing it behind her, and vanishing.
The wind whistled softly in her wake and Anaïs took a deep breath. It carried salt and tree leaves with it... It was perfect.