i have horrible parents then. my mom told me, "the first time you marry, you marry for love. the second time, it's for money." i'm not shitting you. at all.
i met zach, my boyfriend of 5 years in high school, and even now, we are together. we went through college together. even after he dropped out, he still stayed at my dorm, and the teachers in charge of the building knew he didn't belong there, but left us alone because we were good kids. we'd been through a TON together, and i can't imagine not being with him, ever. we've never had a cheating problem, never had some sort of friend drama at all. in fact, my friends LIKE him, which is a big deal to me considering my friends have been around way longer than him, and i didn't want any fights between anyone.
but my mom? nope, she can't stand him. she was beat by my real dad until i was about 4, then finally moved out and met my stepdad, who treats ME like crap. he's been around for about 16 years now, and all he does is think about money money money. he controls her, but she doesn't leave. they're not happy, but they live comfortably.
i guess i learned it my own way, that i prefer morals. i never took my mom's "lesson" to heart, ever. i stick to what i know, and what i know is that as long as there's love, there's a way. money doesn't buy you happiness, and that includes marriage. one day when we have enough money, we're marrying and running away. seriously, and i won't look back for a second. we're on the verge of losing our house. a house THEY own, and let us rent because we can barely make their bills. but i could live in the street, among the trees and starve to death and be fine, as long as he was there with me.
so i didn't learn anything from my parents about marriage, except some hard lessons such as this. and none of them relate to actually getting married, or advice on it:
1. beating people is not okay. ever.
2. fighting is equally not okay. arguments happen. constant bickering and disrespect, no.
3. money doesn't buy you happiness.
4. just because you're not being hit doesn't mean it's not abuse.
5. true love stands up to problems, not run from it.
the more she fights me on looking for someone with a better job and a car, (he works 2 jobs, and works every single day of the week,) the more i just cling to him because i know he does his best, and that's all that matters to me. not everyone has shining examples of parents.