The stir of the club was only an annoyance to Mark. He preferred the quiet of his apartment along with the simplicity that was his work space. The only reason Mark was there was because of Daiyu.
He tried his best to match her. Clad in a black suit and tie, it was elegant, but simple enough that no one would make note of it. Daiyu wore a long, slinky, black dress that hugged her slender frame.
Mark was still bothered by the idea of the android vote. The captain was only handing out more for the Council to do. The vote affected his work more than anyone else, and if she was made Captain, then there would be hell to pay.
With these troubled thoughts, he moved to Daiyu, who was leaning against the back wall. Casually, he joined her, both of them lost in the darkness of the club.
"It seems we have a full night ahead of us."
"
Yes, we do." Her smile was playful, coy. "
Nira's showing off that new android to Carter by the way. I wonder how that's going."
She shyly laced her fingers in between his.
"
No hug?"
He smiled, and wrapped his arms around the woman.
"I assume Melina will have some sort of fit tonight, and there will be plenty of arguments. I hope we won't be noticed so soon."
Mark held Daiyu's hand firmly, relishing her touch. "Do you want to dance at all tonight?"
"
Dance?" She glanced at the clubbers who grinded and slid on each other. The woman shook her head with an embarrassed laugh.
"
I'll wait until the music changes. Maybe a slow song, or at least until the dance style changes." She cleared her throat. "
I spoke to Anderson today. It seems like your next mission is going to be an important one. You'll be careful, won't you?"
"Of course, the planet we're going to is just like the others. Desolate, and depressing. I'll be gathering my new team soon. There are a couple candidates I have in mind that I'll talk to later. But for now, let's not talk business."
The music changed, a slow song that slightly dispersed the crowd. Some left to go outside, others hung around the walls. Daiyu flashed a grin.
"
How about we dance instead?" And proceeded to drag Mark onto the dance floor, hiding themselves amongst other couples.
Mark liked dancing more than he wanted to admit, and it was a wonderful way to get to know someone. Their dance was simple, holding hands, and swaying back and forth. Anything more than that, and the two would be noticed.
"I hope our last meeting didn't stir anything between us."
"
Stir anything? No, I don't think so," she lied smoothly.
Problem was their last meeting did do something, and it wasn't something Daiyu wanted to discuss. She loved her job, loved helping out her people, but then there was Mark. Inter-council relationships were illegal and if they were found out...
"
How would you feel if I was seeing someone else?"
Mark's heart paused for a moment as he considered the question. Mark loved her; she was someone who he could rely on. They danced in silence as he gathered his thoughts.
"I'd most likely have a chat with this person you were seeing."
She withdrew, concern written all over her face. "
Us being together... It's illegal. You know that."
"At this point I don't think it matters. There are many things changing around the ship." He gave her a distant look.
"
Mark, things are changing for the androids, not for humans. The work place is going to stay the same." She looked down, standing still. "
And I can't let those in Level Three down. They need me."
"We are all needed by the people", Mark stated. "I work hard every day to be able to provide for everyone, and so do you. You're getting caught up in your work and not letting yourself feel the things normal people feel. Daiyu, you can't always keep yourself from what you want because of your job."
Her cheeks blossomed with color. "
'Normal people'? Am I not normal? Is that what you're saying?"
"I'm saying you're more spectacular than a normal person. I'm also saying that you can't be drowned by your work. Daiyu, I don't want to let this go to waste. I enjoy being with you."
Guilt plastered her face, sagging her shoulders and her excitement. "
I... I enjoy being with you too. But if this gets out, we'll both be ruined. If one of us leaves the Council we can pursue this."
She clasped her forehead. "
I shouldn't have agreed to this date. I'm so sorry."
"Daiyu, I am not letting us end like this." Mark stopped and held her hand for a moment. "After my next mission I am resigning from my position. If the council can't agree with something as simple as this, then why be a part of the council?"
His words floored her. For several seconds the woman stared with her jaw agape.
"
Mark. I can't, no. You can't. We need you. Who else will run the Extraction team?"
"At this point we might as well have an android do it."
"
An android can't do your job," although there was little conviction to her words. "
Please Mark. You can't quit your job over me."
"Why can't I?" He would have to resign if their relationship leaked anyway. "This job has only given me strife with little payoff. You're the closest thing to that."
"
I'm touched but..." She laid a hand on his chest. "
You're good at your job. The people trust you to get the job done. I trust you to get the job done. So if you quit, I don't want you to do it because of me."
"Then what do you want me to do Daiyu? I can't wait around anymore."
"
Mark, it hasn't even been a year yet. Please wait a little longer. Please."
"If I wait any long I'll be out of my job by then. I've waited Daiyu, and I know how I feel about you."
"
Then how do you feel about me?"
"Dayiu, I love you."
Her world was shattering, crumbling. "
No. No you don't. Take that back."
"Why should I take it back? I keep being denied what I want, and the only reason are these damn restrictions."
Distress was written on her face. She had to choose, had to choose him or her work. Both things she loved, but which one did she love more?
"
I... I don't love you."
Mark knew it, he had only hoped his wishes would come true. He didn't know what to say to her. But for some reason he still held on to her hand. "Why?"
She wouldn't look at his eyes, only at the ground. "
I love my job more. I love my people more. I don't love you."
"Daiyu, you are going to run yourself into a wall. I've waited eight months and I knew how I felt about you for a while. And I know there is something still here. Who are you going to let you decide for you? You or the people?"
She wrenched her hand from him, and felt the pinpricks of tears in her eyes. "I
can't be with you, understand? I can't."
And without another word, she disappeared into the crowd, looking for a quiet spot to sulk alone.