Once again, Sheena returned to Teros. This struggling to help Sienna keep up her composure. She wanted to collapse. Yet Lucaia demanded both of them report in at the cathedral. They were both invited to her quarters.
"How did it go? Did you vanquish Dark Bogan successfully? And how strong has the creature grown, has it been feeding upon the living?? How many causalities? You two were blessed by the gods to return here alive after such an encounter. You have done so well! True heroes to the Order!The Emerald Eagle and the Lavender Lark!"
Sheena shook her head. "Lady Lucia. Do not give us such words of praise. While it is true we may have defeated the creature and escaped alive. I am not so certain it's dead for good. You said it yourself it is not easy to kill. We also are mourning because we lost Norte...He had met that thing before. He..He gave up his life to save us from that thing..It's not a victory if it comes at such a cost!" She told most of the truth but did not call attention to the fact it may have been Sienna's fault or the fact they had help from the ABC and Nacim the very person Lucia had "killed" in the Purging incident.
Lucia was not good at feinting concern in the death of Norte but she told Sheena, "I am sorry to hear that. But it must have been fate. Fate that he had a chance to fight the creature that took so much from him.. He wanted to go on this mission. The Gods have our fates decided for us you see. Yet our actions are free, we can choose how to proceed along the given path. You two walk the righteous one. He was perhaps too concerned with revenge in his life. That was his fatal sin. A poor fool." Sheena was not happy with the way Lucia brushed off his death as if she knew it would happen but still let him go regardless. Sheena glared at Lucia angrily but spoke not a word to her.
Having a rare moment of courage Sienna spoke up, "Tt--tthat's wrong! That's wrong Lady Lucia! He was a good man....He--He died for my sake...I reminded him of his daughter he told me before we flew off to the City. I won't let you just dismiss his death like that! I-i-i don't care who you are! He wasn't a filthy sinner, he was a hero! A savior! He should be honored, not insulted like that!!! He saved my life!!!"
Stricken with worry, Sheena tried to cover up Sienna's mouth before she could say anymore. Lucia however did not respond with hostility,"You truly are a brave little one, Sienna. To speak out against the leader of an entire country with such ferocity! I see your point. But you must know, some sacrifices are necessary. He was one. But we can honor him, I will see to it they craft the most beautiful gravestone for him and we will hold a funeral for him. They will gather flowers from my stock, the most elegant I have to offer! I will do that for you. My blossoming little warrior! You continue to make me proud!"
Rather irritated but feeling as if now she had a chance Sheena spoke up,"Lady Lucia, if I may ask please. Tell me, what was the real purpose of this mission? How did you know that thing would be there? I must know the truth! And even if you think or hope she's an amazing fighter, she was terrified! As her aunt, I don't think she belongs on the battlefield! You need to provide her with proper training! Seeing him die will haunt her forever. A child like her is not ready for war!!! It will only scar her eternally! No one..No one can truly be prepared to lose a comrade like that! Why did you expose us to the horrors of that monster without ample support?! Why did we not get help from the other generals?!!! As of now. I'm not sure it's even dead!! That thing has regeneration capabilities are you mentioned and we did not find a body or any traces of it!"
This caused Lucia to show some signs of anger in her expression. She clapped her hands to signal Arabella, "Arabella, stay near me. Sheena, my dear. I know our friendship is a long one but now you are trying my patience. After I've done so much for you. You must not question me so much. You must believe in me. I am a divine Goddess, Sheena! My decisions are absolute! You cannot bargain with me, you cannot attempt to give me orders. I have chosen Sienna. Her abilities are amazing! We are not the ALF, our forces thrive upon real combat experience! Learning on the battlefield first hand. Sacrifices are necessary. People will die, you must accept it! It is a part of war! And war is a part of LIFE! To deny her this experience is to prevent her growth!"
Arabella glanced over at Sheena. Her expression still blank. She was more like a statue than another person. She only seemed to exist to do Lucia's bidding. To serve her and to guard her. Her own ideas, thoughts and feelings? No one ever heard her speak. Perhaps she was unable to. Perhaps she was just an creation born from magic to serve Lucia, not even a real living thing. Her prescience startled Sienna and even gave Sheena a cause of the chills.
She continued to signal Arabella,"That is why we must bring a swift end to it! In the name of the Gods, I must be made ruler of this world no matter the cost! I am the savior of the world and only I can restore it back to the way it should be!!!! The world of life and beauty the Gods desire! A place where nature thrives and this technology that brings only war does not exist! Mortals should never have the power to destroy the world we have been blessed with!!!"
Sienna looked somewhat confused on what to do now. She decided to remain silent instead of speaking up for Sheena. She knew she couldn't get out of this. It was her duty now to be a part of the OOA's military. There was no getting out of it. Lucia got whatever she wanted whenever she wanted there would be no persuading her.
She smiled as Arabella handed her a chalice filled with fine wine. She sipped from it and continued,"I am the Goddess Lucia, your leader! I come before family, friends, love. Without me, your people would either be slaves to the ALF, thugs for hire for Shintaion or Lavion's minions! I took you in! I made you what you are today! You are still not strong enough to stand alone without your lover, are you? Hmph! You only need me, Sheena. And I need you. I have no intention of showing you my Divine Powers. Those whom try to fight me do not live to tell. My claims of being a Goddess are not just ample boasts! So just know your place, Sheena my Emerald Eagle! At my side, as a loyal elite general! Not as a critic! Just as you do not take a frail flower out of the sunlight it needs, I will not hold Sienna back! She must grow and she must experience real war!"
Sheena looked frustrated and let out a sigh as she gave up trying to reason with Lucia. Lucia sipped triumphantly taking Sheena's silence as her compliance. Sienna was bothered by this as well but hid it. She had the same questions Sheena did.
"Now then Sheena and Sienna.. You are dismissed. We will hold a funeral in a few days. For now get some well earned rest. I am truly sorry we depend so much on you but ground forces are hard to get onto Shintaion soil. Soon the burden upon your shoulders will be lifted, bear with it for now. Consider it a trial from the Gods! The water beasts...Or perhaps even the Good General's men.. They will join you in battle in due time. Just have faith. Believe in our power, believe in your power! Believe in your Lady Lucia! I will guide us all out of this darkness that the world has become!"
Sheena left Lucia's quarters quickly but Sienna seemed a bit absent minded and lingered there. Lucia closed the door and spoke to her."Her jealousy is clear. Jealous of my beauty, my position of power and my divine strength! I may no longer be able to trust her. You must watch over her and insure there is no treachery. She had no right to question me. She is not pure of heart like you and I. I fear she does not even truly love you, she is merely caring for you out of guilt! It was more of the fact you were forced upon her or else you'd die! Not out of the goodness of her heart and soul! Not out of real love!"
"NO! You're wrong! I...Lady Lucia..I can't fight Auntie, she's like my mother....I really don't think she'd do such a thing! Auntie is a good-"' Sienna struggled to carry on her sentence. She was filled with worry and hesitation about what she would do next.
"Do not be a fool! She is not your mother and no loner your Auntie, she is Sheena! You must address her as such! Do not be blinded just because you are blood related. She won't care about that if you get in her way. Don't think for a second she won't betray you. She is growing too powerful and beloved among the people. I have reason to believe she is planning a rebellion to overthrow me!! The Gods have told me such! Do not be so naive...Be prepared.. But I pray for our sake, I pray she will not be so foolish. Now you may leave, Sienna. May the Gods bless your soul!" Lucia prayed as Sienna left the room.
Now Sienna's head was racing. She had no idea who to trust now. Sheena told her one thing and Lucia told her the other. Whom was right, who was lying? She thought to herself, "I..don't understand...One of them is lying to me. Lucia sent Uncle and his forces to die...but then Lady Lucia is telling me she wants to overthrow her? Did Auntie lie to me or is Lady Lucia lying? I-i-i don't know what to do...I can't do anything...I have no way to know who really is guiding me and who just wants to use me..I..don't know anymore.."
She caught up with Sheena and for now, set her doubts aside. She had to wait and see who was telling the truth. She hated this uncertainty. She was going through enough dealing with the fact she was responsible for getting a comrade killed and now this.