It has been two months since my gf left me and I am still having a hard time building my self confidence to ask someone else. No matter how hard I try to approach someone, I get scared and back off. And when I do manage to approach them and get them interested I wait too long and they get snached up by someone else. It is like I just can't be with anyone. It has gotten to the point that the depression I have been trying to live with since the break up is starting to overwhelm me. I have had thoughts of committing suicide multiple time because I can't stand being alone. Yes, I have friends and family that love me but it ain't the same. I am one of those people that wants to be able to hold someone close. I want to love and be loved on a deeper level than just friendship or family relationship. I want to be able to hold someone, kiss someone, etc. I want to be able to have a relationship with someone but the only thing keeping me from it is my lack of self confidence. My ex really destroyed me and I have yet to build myself back up. Please help me before I do something I might regret. Something some people don't want me to do but I feel there is no other way out.