So long story short, I just got what was coming to me; a big long rant from someone I know from another forum going into full detail about how much of a terrible person I appear to be. For the first time in ever, I have been made completely aware of all my flaws and weaknesses, something I have been ignorant of since the day I was born. And it feels great. Really great. (but also a little awful) So great, in fact, that I took that rant, copy-pasted it to a word document, and saved it somewhere that I can easily access it; so that I may read it again and again and never forget those words. They will be my motivation in the coming months (or years, hell if I know) as I try to better myself as a human being, it's just the kind of slap to the face that I need to get started. I feel really confident about this, guys. It feels good to have good to have confidence, it's been so long since I had any that I've forgotten just how good it is. Also, I must admit I am rather proud of myself for taking such criticism so darn well, as I'm notoriously very bad at taking criticism usually. Countless arguments have been started over that alone; too many, in fact, far, far, too many... Anyways, wish me the best of luck, guys!