I really, really do. Unfortunately, it's a bit difficult for me to force myself into taking the initiative to actually throw myself out there and join things. I'm always so worried that I'll screw up in one way or another and somehow inconvenience people, and that's something I never want to do. To ruin someone else's good time would just tear me up, so I just sit back and watch things happen. I barely even try to involve myself in conversations unless I'm directly addressed. Really, the scheduled roleplay in the Chatbox is the only thing I've managed to get myself to do so far, and even then I could have done it better. At this point, I'm more or less whining about something I could put some effort into and try to change about myself, but I feel getting this out there will help me. I've always felt better about issues after sharing them with others, for some reason, ever since [truncated for length] That's about it. I'm just unreasonably shy when it comes down to it. Is this at all common?