This sounds like whining to me, everyone else who posts here has much bigger problems than I do. i just don't know where else to turn. To put it bluntly my siblings hate me. I am the youngest, and my elder siblings always gave our parents grief. I was always a quiet kid who did what I was told. My siblings have preyed on me, they mock me and say how worthless I am. They say that I am just sucking up to our parents, and everything I do is just to make them like me more. Then they always go on about my faults, like how I never held a job for longer than six months. I live with my parents, and sister's family. I am working to save some money up for college. My parents insist that I pay a minimum amount of money so I can save more. My sister constantly complains about how I need to pay more, and contribute. Everytime I am asked to do something I do it, everytime i ask my sister or brother in law to do something they make up some retarded excuse and practically tell me to fuck off. My sister is trying to get my mom to stop "coddling" me. She complains about how much my parents have given me. (despite the fact I had to buy my own car, whereas all of my siblings were given cars as gifts.) That's not what has made me snap. Recently I lived in upstate New york. My best friend of over ten years began to hang out with my sister and her husband. I come home, and he never talks to me, everytime I try to talk to him he says that he is busy. The only time he contacted me was to say that I shouldn't call/text him very much anymore "It was costing too much" and yet he still he constantly talks too my sister and brother in law. I have cut all contact with him, in hopes that he will notice. Honestly though I am sure he won't. I can't stand this i have done so much for them, lied for them taken blame for them. I have even kept my brother in laws pornography addiction a secret from my sister. I love my siblings, I don't understand why they hate me so much. Just because I wasn't a father when i was sixteen, or didn't get put in prison, or any of the other crap my siblings did. that is the only reason i can think of that they despise me, is that i didn't fuck up like they did. I can't stand it. My siblings are all failures. My sister is the only other who graduated highschool, none of my siblings have attended college, none of them have a respectable job, they all are poor parents. i think what is worse is that I am gettinmg all of my drive to secceed from them. I feel I need to succeed where they failed, and do better where they succeeded. I am sure that it will only breed more hate for me, but I want to take away anything they can use to try and dra me down. I am sorry for the poorly worded, spelled, grammarical knightmare that is my rant. i just needed to blow off some steam.