I've really been trying to stay positive about things. My boss used to be super close with me (thus why I realize why they say don't ever work with someone you are very close with) but she's been yelling at me...over stupid things. She tore my head off today because I had to get stitches out of my hand (which the doctor gave the wrong address so yeah I still have stitches) and left for a half hour. Mind you, I stated that i had this appointment a week before and she said alright. Either she wasn't listening or she forgot, but I did tell her ahead of time. She lets onto me how I should have rescheduled (which there was no way that I could they were booked with other patients for a week and I needed them out. I tore one), and how someone was needed there to represent the workplace (which there were two other directors there, there was no problem). The supervisor drove me to the doctor's appointment and back and we weren't gone longer than twenty minutes. Absolutely nothing happened; not even a crying client. And she tears into me like I've pushed someone down the stairs and cursed them out. Now I'm far from sensitive; I can take a great heap of shit and shrug it off. Yes, I rant more often but my daily doings and happiness aren't normally effected by problems in my social life because I normally can get over them really fast. Except within the last couple of days I have been dealing with a suicidal friend who is now in the psychiatric ward in the hospital. She has a son that her husband has no fucking clue how to handle, so I've been going over and doing daily chores for her, taking care of him and basically what she'd do if she were there after work. Even after telling my boss this, again she used to be a good friend to me, and she still sees the need to constantly slap at me for something small. And she constantly does this. she finds me out and yells at me for even things that I haven't even done wrong. But here's the kicker; I can't quit. I need the money to move and to pay medical bills. Those surgeries weren't cheap even with the medical insurance that I have (I have a basic plan, I'm in debt at this point). Quitting isn't an option but she's gotten me so scared to go into work that I'm close to a breaking point. I can't handle this; I can handle these separately, but together at once I just can't handle it. I've never gotten this bad with anxiety attacks but I can feel my heart beating fast and it hurts, I have no idea how to handle this anymore. Before with my panic attacks I was able to stop and breathe, but right now I am so nervous that I'm considering calling in sick tomorrow. Any advice on how to handle this?