Well, my bff in Kindergarten and I both moved the following year, and I've never seen her again. </3
Then I got my next bff in second grade. We were really good friends in elementary, friends in middle, and now that we're in high school we have nothing in common, but we're still friendly. No falling out, no fights, we just do different stuff now and see each other a few times a week in school.
In sixth grade, I got bff #3. We're still bffs. She's a BR last name, I'm a BU, so it just kinda worked out in lines and stuff. This doesn't count because we haven't lost each other.
Then in seventh grade, #4, who formed a trio with 3. We split sophomore year because she was getting increasingly bipolar, depressed/depressing, and anorexic. Me and 4 were the only fish with senior lunch, and we had five out of eight classes together. By the end of freshman year I was twenty-odd pounds underweight, moody, depressed, and borderline self-abusive. 3 used to cut, a habit she got from 4, but she's better now. In hindsight, I'm glad I split from 4, especially seeing how 3 is still kinda getting dragged down by her, even though 3 isn't very close to her anymore either. 4 technically got a diploma from an online school and is going to online college, all while living with her batshit insane family. She can no longer hold conversation, has been in and out of institutions, cuts, and is generally just a really negative person to be around. I wish things were different, but since I can't change her... well, I like having positive people in my life. I would gladly take her back as a friend if she would go back to freshman year, when she kinda gave up on being a functional person. ;_; I wish there was something I can do for her, but I don't have the energy or the personality type for it. Damn, it hurts just to type this.
I mean, I feel like I should be doing more. That I shouldn't give up on her just because she's mentally ill. I know she needs help, but I'm just not a very... helpy person, I guess. I don't know how to handle it and looking at what happened when I just tried to be her friend and support her... I can't go back to that. I have a life now, and I want to keep it the way it is.
And then later 3 introduced me to 5, and we're all still friends. So that's that. ^^ I have a new trio now and we all bring each other up as people instead of dragging each other down.
-insert saccharine "it gets better" message here-