I am so sorry for taking so long to finish owls. Ò,Ó During the summer I had some health issues and then discovered I am going thru a premature menopause, so I've been noticeably absent everywhere. It's not a big deal at all and I'm not dying but it IS massively fucking with my hormones and mental health. It's having unfun consequences with my blood disease issues too, so I've been on a roller coaster of moodswings from depression, to melancholy, to this weird obsessive nesting thing, and then to top it off there's physical issues also like exhaustion, hot flashes, migraines, cramps, etc. '@,@'
The good news is that I'm fine and will be fine! (◉◇◉) the bad news is that it takes time to learn how to cope and counter-act some of these issues. It's basically a trial and error of finding out what works. And even though everyday I am thinking about the things I need to do, (not only have I neglected owls, everything in the house smells like cat pee whyyyyy), anyone with depression or that post diagnosis fallout knows sometimes you hit this mental hurdle and it's a bitch to get past. Ç , Ç Sometimes you don't even realize what's happening until it's two months later and you're like oh shit.