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lostfaith
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Just need to vent. I'm goddamn mad at the world right now.
On sunday, I got yelled and cussed at by my parents for not attending church services with them, and then accused of atheism (something they know I'm not) when I didn't agree with what their church taught.
Then tuesday I found out that one of my friends' parents are forcing her to break up with her girlfriend, who just lost her grandmother a few days ago. She doesn't know yet and is just trying to figure out why her girlfriend is being so awkward around her, and I know and am friends with both of them, and I have to watch, knowing the truth, without saying anything. Then one of my other friends is going through a personal crisis (won't specify what) and most of her friends and her boyfriend have abandoned her over it. Her sister and I are just about the only people still talking to her, and she's not an easy person to comfort, especially when faced with such a monumental problem as this.
Everywhere I look there's something else to piss me off and tear at my heart and make me hate people and it feels like it's something new every single fucking day and all I want is to be a happy, optimistic person who knows how to help her friends through hard times and is that so much to fucking ask?
On sunday, I got yelled and cussed at by my parents for not attending church services with them, and then accused of atheism (something they know I'm not) when I didn't agree with what their church taught.
Then tuesday I found out that one of my friends' parents are forcing her to break up with her girlfriend, who just lost her grandmother a few days ago. She doesn't know yet and is just trying to figure out why her girlfriend is being so awkward around her, and I know and am friends with both of them, and I have to watch, knowing the truth, without saying anything. Then one of my other friends is going through a personal crisis (won't specify what) and most of her friends and her boyfriend have abandoned her over it. Her sister and I are just about the only people still talking to her, and she's not an easy person to comfort, especially when faced with such a monumental problem as this.
Everywhere I look there's something else to piss me off and tear at my heart and make me hate people and it feels like it's something new every single fucking day and all I want is to be a happy, optimistic person who knows how to help her friends through hard times and is that so much to fucking ask?
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