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Crow had found himself wandering theTemplehalls silently. Vaughn had said his good byes, and the group had grown solemn. Scarlet had stolen Dalia away to talk to her about her accommodations. The past few nights she had been staying in servant quarters, but she had a room properly prepared for Dalia now. Full from dinner Crow was now left to his own thoughts, and little to bother him.
It meant little to him, with what Vaughn had talked about. Crow had no clue what any of it really meant. It seemed bad, real bad. But he was the worst person to make that judgement. He could hardly remember his own name, let along what a 'Darkian' meant. Rhye told me she would explain later, but she seemed more concerned at consoling Grey. Crow knew when to take a hint. He had silently slipped into the main hall. Peering down the vast walkway, he took in a deep breath. Pulling the vial from his pocket he examined it closely. It didn't seem to be so strange. Opening the vial his scrunched up his nose. It smelt like vinegar. That girl really wanted him to drink this?
Placing the cork back on he ran his hand through his hair. closing his eyes he let his head bob forward. What should he do. It was frustrating not knowing who the heck he was, or where he was supposed to be. His brain nagged at him, like he was supposed to be doing something, or going somewhere. But the reality was. He was here, and he was now becoming a grand part of this scheme. He knew that if he didn't remember now, there would be no turning back on this path.
He liked being with Rhye, he felt like he had a lot to learn from her. She wasn't all that much older than him, but she knew a lot. She had travelled many places, and seen many things. So had Grey. He supposed, if there was any where else to be, this wouldn't be so bad. But he wanted to be safe. Taking in a breath, he headed for the main entrance way. He felt partially lost, but as he approached the large doors, familiarity settled his concern.
Two guards stood at the doors. With a nod, they let him out into the world. The warmth engulfed him as the doors creaked open. It felt nice from the cool marble cave he was just in. Stepping own, he could smell smoke from the street fires that were now being lit. The sun hung low in the sky, and little light was being cast. Only enough to leave a faint hue of orange and purple.
Walking down the cobble stone streets, he felt wary about wandering alone. He knew full well that he could get lost without Rhye guiding him. But he had to find a place of solitude. Away from anyone. That was his strict order.
Finally, he seemed to have found a place that would work. Hidden away in some thick brush, he found an opening, away from any buildings, or wandering eyes. Taking care to know which direction he had come from, he stepped into the center of the thick bushes. Looking up into the sky, stars had started to speckle the sky. Pulling the small bottle out, he sat down in the grass. Pressing his glasses firmly up onto his nose, he carefully pulled the cork from the bottle.
He had to know. Before he made any mistake, before he let something go that was worth knowing. His heart ached at the very idea of remembering who he was. He would have to let Rhye, Grey and possibly even Dalia go. But he had to. Bringing the bottle up to his lips he hesitated. With another moment, he knocked it back. It went down smooth, but it felt extremely cold going down his throat. Shuttering violently, the after taste could be something to be desired.
Sitting in the silence, nothing seemed to happen. He gave it another couple of minutes, but still. The only thing that seemed to be happening was the cold sensation was growing outward. Grasping at his chest, it felt very uncomfortable, almost painful. Like he had frost bite. Shaking his head, he grunted. Standing up, he was more than discouraged at the fact that none of his memories had returned. Keeping his hand upon his chest to try and warm it up, he headed back towards theTemple.
Maybe deep down he didn't want to know? But that didn't really make sense, considering the anxious feeling he had been toting around since he awoke in the forest. He could only dwell on this the whole way back. By the time he had returned to theTemple, the sun was gone, and the stars were out. He had begun to shiver violently by this point. He wasn't sure if it was because of what he drank, or if it had really just cooled down that much. He would get close to the fire place once he got inside, that would help.
He did his best to avoid anyone. He really had hoped to avoid Rhye especially, he felt guilty for even trying to get back his memories, and any kind of questioning would just be salt to the wound. Now he just felt like an idiot, a cold, shivering, idiot. Wandering down the hallway, he could hear familiar voices talking. Stopping on the spot, he leaned against the wall, trying to keep himself collected. The cold sensation made him feel sick, and he didn't want to let anyone know this. Closing his eyes, they were the only thing on his entire body that burned.
Please just let them walk by, he thought to himself.
It meant little to him, with what Vaughn had talked about. Crow had no clue what any of it really meant. It seemed bad, real bad. But he was the worst person to make that judgement. He could hardly remember his own name, let along what a 'Darkian' meant. Rhye told me she would explain later, but she seemed more concerned at consoling Grey. Crow knew when to take a hint. He had silently slipped into the main hall. Peering down the vast walkway, he took in a deep breath. Pulling the vial from his pocket he examined it closely. It didn't seem to be so strange. Opening the vial his scrunched up his nose. It smelt like vinegar. That girl really wanted him to drink this?
Placing the cork back on he ran his hand through his hair. closing his eyes he let his head bob forward. What should he do. It was frustrating not knowing who the heck he was, or where he was supposed to be. His brain nagged at him, like he was supposed to be doing something, or going somewhere. But the reality was. He was here, and he was now becoming a grand part of this scheme. He knew that if he didn't remember now, there would be no turning back on this path.
He liked being with Rhye, he felt like he had a lot to learn from her. She wasn't all that much older than him, but she knew a lot. She had travelled many places, and seen many things. So had Grey. He supposed, if there was any where else to be, this wouldn't be so bad. But he wanted to be safe. Taking in a breath, he headed for the main entrance way. He felt partially lost, but as he approached the large doors, familiarity settled his concern.
Two guards stood at the doors. With a nod, they let him out into the world. The warmth engulfed him as the doors creaked open. It felt nice from the cool marble cave he was just in. Stepping own, he could smell smoke from the street fires that were now being lit. The sun hung low in the sky, and little light was being cast. Only enough to leave a faint hue of orange and purple.
Walking down the cobble stone streets, he felt wary about wandering alone. He knew full well that he could get lost without Rhye guiding him. But he had to find a place of solitude. Away from anyone. That was his strict order.
Finally, he seemed to have found a place that would work. Hidden away in some thick brush, he found an opening, away from any buildings, or wandering eyes. Taking care to know which direction he had come from, he stepped into the center of the thick bushes. Looking up into the sky, stars had started to speckle the sky. Pulling the small bottle out, he sat down in the grass. Pressing his glasses firmly up onto his nose, he carefully pulled the cork from the bottle.
He had to know. Before he made any mistake, before he let something go that was worth knowing. His heart ached at the very idea of remembering who he was. He would have to let Rhye, Grey and possibly even Dalia go. But he had to. Bringing the bottle up to his lips he hesitated. With another moment, he knocked it back. It went down smooth, but it felt extremely cold going down his throat. Shuttering violently, the after taste could be something to be desired.
Sitting in the silence, nothing seemed to happen. He gave it another couple of minutes, but still. The only thing that seemed to be happening was the cold sensation was growing outward. Grasping at his chest, it felt very uncomfortable, almost painful. Like he had frost bite. Shaking his head, he grunted. Standing up, he was more than discouraged at the fact that none of his memories had returned. Keeping his hand upon his chest to try and warm it up, he headed back towards theTemple.
Maybe deep down he didn't want to know? But that didn't really make sense, considering the anxious feeling he had been toting around since he awoke in the forest. He could only dwell on this the whole way back. By the time he had returned to theTemple, the sun was gone, and the stars were out. He had begun to shiver violently by this point. He wasn't sure if it was because of what he drank, or if it had really just cooled down that much. He would get close to the fire place once he got inside, that would help.
He did his best to avoid anyone. He really had hoped to avoid Rhye especially, he felt guilty for even trying to get back his memories, and any kind of questioning would just be salt to the wound. Now he just felt like an idiot, a cold, shivering, idiot. Wandering down the hallway, he could hear familiar voices talking. Stopping on the spot, he leaned against the wall, trying to keep himself collected. The cold sensation made him feel sick, and he didn't want to let anyone know this. Closing his eyes, they were the only thing on his entire body that burned.
Please just let them walk by, he thought to himself.