Effortless work and hard relaxation

It doth touch cords of emotion for me.. which by the way it is actually hard to get me emotional on something in real life I mainly just go ok.
 
GIVER

Gave up my heart
Gave up my mind
Gave up things that would have torn you apart
Gave up on everything
But I'll never give up on you
I'll always give you my love
Regardless of what you do​


Broken Bones/ Twisted smile/Catie

I think I'm crazy
I think I love you too much
I'd take a bullet for you
just for one touch
I'd go through broken bones
and smile all the way through
I'd smile at the voice on the phone
I'd cry because of what you do
I went through so much
You made me hurt you too
All to hear you say
"I love you"

Lost Hours
Sometimes I lie awake at night
wondering what the hell I did wrong
And inside my head, there's a fight
But then I stop when I play your song

Lost hours I spend
laying on this bed of pain
Stuck in my head
almost insane

You were medication
to my rotted head
I had started the accomedation
to the words you said

Then you walked away
Leaving me no way after
Hearing the words you say
Imagining your laughter

You're like an ultra-violet light
Burning up my problems
And bringing peace to my life

Don't leave me alone
but don't feel forced to stay here too
I want to bring you home
This talk is long over due​


HIGHLIGHT THE NEXT PART IF YOU REALLY WANT TO SEE SOMETHING FUCKED UP.

Blood Curse

You say that you want me
Well, I want you too
I want the pain that comes from you

You say you that need me
Don't worry, I need you too
I need you to break my heart in two

You say that you love me
I don't know what to do
I pause too long and then pain starts anew

You say you don't want me
What a cruel thing to do
Am I merely something for you to screw?

You smile
I lie
You control
what's inside
I should have never done this
I should have never listened to you
I should have seen this coming
I have to- need to tell you we're through

Bruises and cuts
that you place upon my skin
a blood curse on top
enacted with sharp pin

You say that if I love you
I'd lay my life before you
And you'll take half away
because that's how you play

I'm not alright
because of you
I sleep at night
and still have nightmares of you
I'm not alright
because of the lies you spewed

I wish I had shot you
when I had the chance
I wish I had fought you
because you have me in a trance

I give you too much power
you take too much away
This deal has turned sour
But I don't know what to say

I finally know what to say
I finally know what to do
I'll say it as loud as I can
"I NEVER LOVED YOU"
 
O.O! Nice poems and that last one is Fucked up and what makes it even more so is that actually happens in life.
 
Pretty much

Here's more of my life.

NO SHAME LEFT

Naked and known
This is my home
My reservations have flown
so far away

Eyes are seen
skin's never too far behind
Lost somewhere between
Cyber space and reality
is my sanity and shame

Bare my breasts
see my chest?
I never cared when I was alone
I'm sorry for the rest
But I'm with the best
So now that seed has been sown

When the worst happens
a switch is flipped and
I start thinking I deserve it
and the only way to deal
is to crave it
Sink a little more
Bend until I break
feed off of the bruises
Feed off of the pain
hurt until
I can't remember my own name

Leave me alone
or hurt me badly
and you're on your own
because I don't think you want to see
what happens to the maddness in me

I'm not ok
I'm not alright
I'm as sick as sin
my soul's dark as night

Dependent on others for light
there's not a single reason to fight
The darkness I harbor inside

Fuck me up
Then you give up
Because soon you'll see
You shouldn't have done that to me

I'm sick in the head
Tamed for you
But when you set me free
you should know
What you're doing to me

Body bare
nary of any scrap
or any hair
shown through pictures
prosecuted through lies
sinking deeper in life

So in closing
my only saving grace
Is being loving
And always having a smile on my face

If I can't have you
I can't have me too
It's just something I can't do
I can't be good without you​
 
EMPTY ROOM

Madness sinking in
Maybe I should call
Can't we still be friends?
I guess I can't have it all

Reality starts sinking in
Don't let me fall, fall
come on, tell me this is the end
Tell me that I've lost it all


You're a bastard for doing this
I didn't think you could hit so low
I had thought that after all this
I'd be missed
I guess I just wasn't in the know


Sit me down, Sit me down, Sit me down
Sit me down, boy, what the hell are you thinking?
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, boy, why are you letting this sink in?
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, boy, just tell me it's over.
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, boy, what the hell are you thinking?
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, boy, why are you letting this sink in?
Sit me down, and explain it to me

Madness in full swing
laughing as I fall
This is our end
You're not gonna call
You're not going to call

You're a bastard for doing this
I didn't think you could hit so low
I had thought that after all this
I'd be missed
I guess I just wasn't in the know


Sit me down, Sit me down, Sit me down
Sit me down, boy, what the hell are you thinking?
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, boy, why are you letting this sink in?
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, boy, just tell me it's over.
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, boy, what the hell are you thinking?
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, boy, why are you letting this sink in?
Sit me down, and explain it to me

Madness leads me in,
you're never gonna call,
Everything starts to sink in,
You're not gonna catch me if I fall

You're a bastard for doing this
I didn't think you could hit so low
I had thought that after all this
I'd be missed
I guess I just wasn't in the know


Sit me down, Sit me down, Sit me down
Sit me down, boy, what the hell are you thinking?
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, boy, why are you letting this sink in?
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, boy, just tell me it's over.
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, boy, what the hell are you thinking?
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, boy, why are you letting this sink in?
Sit me down, and explain it to me

Madness runs in
You don't care at all
You think you win
I'm clawing these walls
I'm clawing at these walls

You're a bastard for doing this
I didn't think you could hit so low
I had thought that after all this
I'd be missed
I guess I just wasn't in the know


Sit me down, Sit me down, Sit me down
Sit me down, boy, what the hell are you thinking?
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, boy, why are you letting this sink in?
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, boy, just tell me it's over.
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, boy, what the hell are you thinking?
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, boy, why are you letting this sink in?
Sit me down, and explain it to me

Hey, late night lover, busy tonight?
Hey babe, ready for the fight?
Hey, late night lover, busy tonight?
Hey babe, ready for the fight?

Watch me now

You're a bastard for doing this
I didn't think you could hit so low
I had thought that after all this
I'd be missed
I guess I just wasn't in the know


Sit me down, Sit me down, Sit me down
Sit me down, boy, what the hell are you thinking?
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, boy, why are you letting this sink in?
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, boy, just tell me it's over.
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, boy, what the hell are you thinking?
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, sit me down, sit me down
Sit me down, boy, why are you letting this sink in?
Sit me down, and explain it to me

Watch me now
Watch me now
Watch me now
 
MENTAL

Spoken: I'm sorry, but today I'm feeling a little... odd. I've been having... a very bad day, you see... Things just keep pissing me off... and... making me loose control. I think I'm getting out of control. Better leave me alone today.

BRIDGE:
I feel like I'm experimental
I feel like I'm temperamental
what you've done is detrimental

CHORUS:
Stand back, I'm about to get mental, about to get mental
About to get mental, about to get mental
Stand back, I'm about to go mental, about to go mental
about to go mental, about to go mental
I'm going mental, mental, mental

VERSE 1:
God knows I try
every single night
to stay out of fights
I pray all day
Trying to find the words to say
I need you to clear the way
I need you to clear the way
You don't want have to play

BRIDGE 2:
I feel like I'm just accidental
I feel like I'm too judgmental
what you've done is detrimental

CHORUS

VERSE 2:
Back off, get away
don't listen to what I say
I say the same things every day
Don't try to play this game
I know you don't know what to say

BUILD UP:
Shut up, can't you see, I'm trying to
Shut up, can't you see, I'm trying to
trying to, trying to, keep calm in this storm
You wouldn't understand

BRIDGE 1

CHORUS

Going mental (5X)

Spoken (Intercom-like voice): Patient number 999 is having issues, please send security over (Fade out)

I feel... experimental
I feel... temperamental
what you've done is detrimental

Spoken (Irritated): Someone call 911, the patient has escaped and has a hostage

CHORUS

WHISPERED:
Don't you feel lucky today?
You're part of my new game
You're my perfect little game
I think I'm gonna enjoy today

SPOKEN: Patient number 999 has been recovered... send an ambulance... the hostage has been wounded.

I feel like I'm experimental
(I feel like I'm just accidental)
I feel like I'm temperamental
(I feel like I'm too judgmental)
what you've done is detrimental
(What you've done is detrimental)

REPEAT CHORUS 2X

Spoken: I think we're done here, call a clean-up crew to wipe the blood off of the floor and the walls....how did blood get on the ceiling?....never mind, I don't want to know. (Fade out)
 
Her head swung up to look at you, but it was all wrong.

It hung to the side, and her eyes.... didn't seem right. Her shirt was too big and the collar hugged one side of her neck, and the other side was tight around the cusp of her shoulder.

You realize that the problem with her eyes is that she's staring at you without blinking, intensely, her pupils contracting and dilating every few moments.

Shakily she raises her head up, only to rest it on her other shoulder. Her lips start to quiver, as though hurt or sad, but she starts to smile, but her body starts to shake. Perhaps she's cold.

Suddenly, she opens her mouth and speaks: "Battery power is running low, please connect to power source."

The shaking stops, her eyes close and she collapses.
 
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